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Yeesh. I hate a new year.
Everybody makes a big deal about it. I mean, it's just that, right? Another year. Another chance to make a fortune or lose it, another chance to make an idiot of oneself.
And the one question I really have to struggle with. Do I really even want to be here anymore? I'm not sure. I need to speak with someone. Not Emma, not Midori, definitely not Sebastian. Maybe it's the fact that I don't have anybody to confide in anymore. I mean, before I could at least tell some of my troubles to Rebecca, she'd understand.
Rebecca...
My head feels like it's going to burst sometimes. With everything I've done and seen, everything I plan to do. I'm having trouble reconciling...I don't know. I don't know what it is that I want, or that I'm trying to figure out.
I'm so confused.
Everybody makes a big deal about it. I mean, it's just that, right? Another year. Another chance to make a fortune or lose it, another chance to make an idiot of oneself.
And the one question I really have to struggle with. Do I really even want to be here anymore? I'm not sure. I need to speak with someone. Not Emma, not Midori, definitely not Sebastian. Maybe it's the fact that I don't have anybody to confide in anymore. I mean, before I could at least tell some of my troubles to Rebecca, she'd understand.
Rebecca...
My head feels like it's going to burst sometimes. With everything I've done and seen, everything I plan to do. I'm having trouble reconciling...I don't know. I don't know what it is that I want, or that I'm trying to figure out.
I'm so confused.