ICly private, Brown leather journal.....
We have more than just friendship. I didn't want to admit it, even to myself, but I care about her more than I ever thought I could or would. It only took me a week in the desert essentially watching her die and waiting for the same fate to befall me, but I finally let myself realize it.
I went to her room to see her. I tried to tell her and it wouldn't come out right. I tried telling her in an anecdote, and that didn't work. I thought she was toying with me. Then she told me how she felt and now i know I'm not alone. I'm not sure why she thought I would be angry. Do I come off as that much of a callous jerk?
Either way, I woke up next to her again. I woke up more rested than I have in a long while. I think I could actually see myself being happy here now.
That worries me.
OOC:This is backdated a few days. The log is at xmm_amara.
OOC 2: On a side note, I made me another icon. It's the one attached to this post. What does everyone think?
I went to her room to see her. I tried to tell her and it wouldn't come out right. I tried telling her in an anecdote, and that didn't work. I thought she was toying with me. Then she told me how she felt and now i know I'm not alone. I'm not sure why she thought I would be angry. Do I come off as that much of a callous jerk?
Either way, I woke up next to her again. I woke up more rested than I have in a long while. I think I could actually see myself being happy here now.
That worries me.
OOC:This is backdated a few days. The log is at xmm_amara.
OOC 2: On a side note, I made me another icon. It's the one attached to this post. What does everyone think?