*2 MONTHS* but its already over..

Aug 08, 2004 13:07

well its been two whole months today since me and tyler first started going out .. but i derno i wasnt really happy so today when he first came online well its a long story but he moved like last week so that just made me more unhappy and then today he came online and i told him that i didnt think this was goina work me and him and he agreed so we said that we were just gonna be friends then after i broke up with him i realized that its been two months today so i told him and then i felt really bad and he said he knew but he wanted to see if i did [yea right lol] so its offically over for now i derno it just really wasnt gonna work so for now yea were just friends .. aww but i felt so bad cuz like as soon as he came on he said aww i miss talking to you and awww yea i felt just bad becuz i knew i was goina brake up with him .. but yea im glad he likes his new house and he even said its been a good two months so yuhp im not crying i mean i feel sad and all but for some reason i feel releved i derno should i be feeling that way? ill prob. cry but just not now hmm .. ya and he was like well im sure well find other ppl who live closer becuz your really sweet and cute and im just like omg aww thanks lol im sucha dork but then i just felt worse. so yea its over gahhh i derno ill cry when im ready to cry =] .. ok so for now thats it ill update later on my week becuz im just pmsing right now badly so im tired xO- nikki <3
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