Apr 10, 2011 02:25
You are an idiot! You think that just because you aren't with her, its the end of the world! You think every little thing now is going to effect her life to the fullest!
She fell out of love with you, and you don't even notice it. You think that if you can get her to take you back that everything will be ok. And you had the fucking nerve to say to ME that if someone has to get hurt it should be you.
HOW FUCKING STUPID ARE YOU?! Most likely you'll walk away happy in the end of this! You know who will get hurt? The girl who will probably take you back when she forces herself to think that she loves you again, and she'll just hurt herself in the end. Oh and me, your supposed "best friend" who has to sit and watch you do this to yourself. The one who has to give you advice when you ask for it because I love you.
I love you, you fucking idiot! And I don't want you hurt! You're my best friend, my brother, and one of my soul mates. I can't stand to see you put your whole life on a girl who you think loves you but doesn't.
I don't know how to tell you, and in the end I just know someone will be hurt. I can't save you from this, and what kills me the most,
more than the fact that you'll be hurt
more than the fact that my other friend will be hurt
more than the fact that i'll be hurt
is that you won't come to me first to help you.
I've told you how much I love you and I'm starting to think that you don't realize what you mean to me. And that I will never be that close of a friend to you.
I don't think you realize that no matter what, you've already hurt me far worse than a teenage romance will hurt you.
/end rant
sorry to anyone who reads this. I need to vent, badly.
~Miyaka~