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Last Year: Last Year I was closer to my family then any other time in my life. I had friends at St. Doms- ones that cared about me. I had a really good friendship with a kid named Adam. We talked about things- even deep, emotional things. I got a car and I was driving down to see Alex, and I went to all of his shows that I could, because I knew it was really important to him. I was so happy that his parents came to VC's last show. Laura and I were dating, on and off; When I kissed her in the rain, on that bridge; it was one of the best moments of my life.
Now: All of my friends from high school seem to have faded away. I keep in contact, but, It's like i'm in a new world; kids here are odd- sometimes I can't stand it. They're is this neo-hippie ass-hole who acts like he's better then me, and an endless fucking torent of kids who don't have a clear sense of reality-alot of them are trapped in a fantasy world based around final fantasy or some stupid ass japanese, animated drama. Some girls here are sooo attractive, and sometimes I just want to have sex with them... but I can't, because the one's who would are shallow. I need to be around people I can relate to. I hope things turn around, because I'm starting to feel like I did in the early years of high school, and I was a mess then.
Now: All of my friends from high school seem to have faded away. I keep in contact, but, It's like i'm in a new world; kids here are odd- sometimes I can't stand it. They're is this neo-hippie ass-hole who acts like he's better then me, and an endless fucking torent of kids who don't have a clear sense of reality-alot of them are trapped in a fantasy world based around final fantasy or some stupid ass japanese, animated drama. Some girls here are sooo attractive, and sometimes I just want to have sex with them... but I can't, because the one's who would are shallow. I need to be around people I can relate to. I hope things turn around, because I'm starting to feel like I did in the early years of high school, and I was a mess then.