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Today went alright for the most part.
I got up at 11, got ready for work.. I trained from 1-4, I like the new system better.
I came home, cleaned my septum.. I sat down, looked through the messages I had on yahoo..
Stupid offlines.
The scabs on my tattoo are starting to flake off, its disgusting.
Ash, Katie, Dan, Bruce, and myself were all in a a convo on MSN lastnight making fun of Eric, because he likes Courtney.. He was like "shut up!."
He kept saying I was too deep, and mature for him. I was like who said I wanted you?
Anyways, I hate Courtney with a passion. Shes a stupid little cunt.
I went to grab a cart to put back yesterday morning, and she grabbed the end of it, and was like "no I'm bring it back.." I was like " like hell you are.." she started pulling on it and I pulled it away from her and she grabbed back on.. So.. I ran her over with it twice, and left her laying on the floor.
I came back and punched her in the stomach, she was almost in tears.. I was like " yeah thats what I thought." she was like " NO don't hurt me, your too strong." I was like " whatever, shut up and get on till.."
Everytime she'd go to talk afterwards I'd tell her to shut the fuck up, or I was going to kick her fucking ass.
She talks more than I do, about things, you know are lies.
It drives me insane.
Yesterday Eve 6 came on, and it felt like a shot through my heart..It really reminds me of that one person -.-..
Yeah so heres some of those pictures and lyrics.
Eve 6- Here's To The Night
So denied
So I lied
Are you the now or never kind
In a day
And a day, love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing
To be had
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Chorus:
Here's to the night's we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name
On the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay
Not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well
Repeat Chorus
All my time is frozen motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
(Don't let me let you go)
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Repeat Chorus 2x
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)
wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
I got up at 11, got ready for work.. I trained from 1-4, I like the new system better.
I came home, cleaned my septum.. I sat down, looked through the messages I had on yahoo..
Stupid offlines.
The scabs on my tattoo are starting to flake off, its disgusting.
Ash, Katie, Dan, Bruce, and myself were all in a a convo on MSN lastnight making fun of Eric, because he likes Courtney.. He was like "shut up!."
He kept saying I was too deep, and mature for him. I was like who said I wanted you?
Anyways, I hate Courtney with a passion. Shes a stupid little cunt.
I went to grab a cart to put back yesterday morning, and she grabbed the end of it, and was like "no I'm bring it back.." I was like " like hell you are.." she started pulling on it and I pulled it away from her and she grabbed back on.. So.. I ran her over with it twice, and left her laying on the floor.
I came back and punched her in the stomach, she was almost in tears.. I was like " yeah thats what I thought." she was like " NO don't hurt me, your too strong." I was like " whatever, shut up and get on till.."
Everytime she'd go to talk afterwards I'd tell her to shut the fuck up, or I was going to kick her fucking ass.
She talks more than I do, about things, you know are lies.
It drives me insane.
Yesterday Eve 6 came on, and it felt like a shot through my heart..It really reminds me of that one person -.-..
Yeah so heres some of those pictures and lyrics.
Eve 6- Here's To The Night
So denied
So I lied
Are you the now or never kind
In a day
And a day, love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing
To be had
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Chorus:
Here's to the night's we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name
On the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay
Not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well
Repeat Chorus
All my time is frozen motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
(Don't let me let you go)
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Repeat Chorus 2x
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)
wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)