It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I will not get by
But I will try, I will try
Wipe the tears from my eyes
I am beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it
Oh Ashlee how I'm feelin your entire "I Am Me" record right now. Bitchass.
Anyways went to school today was gonna be a wino before class but it was far too early and frankly I'm just not feelin the alki much at this point in time but according to someone I'm makin myself out to be some big mess of a drunk pfft. Not even close. Anyways, off to Math class with Clarice, we didn't think we'd make it through the 2 hour lecture but luckily we sit near some almost equally as amusing people to joke around with so we made it through and even got out early. Que Bueno! So like then we sat around waiting for our next class to start then went into our fancy ass massive gorgeous new library man I love it it's HUGE and all newly remodeled and from the 2nd floor the ceilings are so high and you can look out the massive windows and see a lot of the school. Anyways, after that we split for our 2nd classes her to astronomy and I to Magazine Production, we were supposed to take our class picture today but we all forgot about it 'til class was almost over! Haha whatev, I love that class everyone seems to have a lot of character and stuff and my teacher is fuckin rad. My article for this semester is gonna be on all the new little venues around Orange County and local artists and local bands so if ya know anyone let me knowwww I've already got quite a few in mind but more never hurt. Mostly I will be focusing on Downtown Santa Ana and Downtown Fullerton should be exciting though. Anyways, after that class I pulled out the Ipod and put the volume full blast to eventually deafen myself and took off walking to the Music shop in Downtown Fullerton, it was only several blocks from school and a nice day so why not? Walked there and found my Cure "Wild Mood Swings" song tabs and notes book, exciting, purchased it then walked back to campus where I sat around reading the notes and lyrics and what not 'til Clarice got out of her History of Rock And Roll Class. I FINALLY decided which song to get the notes tattooed on me of...um that made no sense but I'm not going to take time to revise it, MOVING ON. I'm going to get the notes from "Treasure" by The Cure [since it seems like such an appropriate song for me to keep in mind for the rest of my life oh and um....i love it] tattooed coming out of the hearts that are going on my hips, should be um......painful? I've got enough on my mind right now to keep my mind off the pain though. After Clarice finally got out of class we went down to the tattoo shop to have my artist Dave touch it up for me he's done some really good colorful pieces, I love any artist that can master Dia De Los Muertos inspired art. He also did this AMAZING piece of a rosary on someone's back it's seriously like fucking beautiful. Anyways I'M GETTING MY TATTOO's DONE ON SUNDAY I'm excitedddddddd I'm finally fucking going through with it. After that Claricey and I had a romantic Round Table Pizza lunch and it was so fucking hot outside Ice Cold Root Beer will make you feel AMAZING on a hot day. Then listened to "Olive Me" by NOFX twice on the way home cuz it's an old school memories song and I mean....it's just a fucking badass song in general, makes me smile everytime no matter how stupid i'm feeling. Then Clarice dropped me off and I took a long nap, got a very unexpected phone call that made me feel even more horrible I'm pretty sure we can all guess who it was from, I haven't talked to him nor seen him for 3 weeks and It's so hard for me to hear him and speak to him ugh...I FUCKING FEEL TERRIBLE FOR WHAT'S HAPPENED BETWEEN US BUT WE BOTH SAW IT COMING, MANY FUCKING TIMES AND RIGHT NOW THIS SPACE IS JUST WHATS GOING TO HAVE TO WORK fuck.....of course I go to bed every night with a huge ass fucking smile on my face laughing it up knowing I hurt someone I love and that I'm hurt....ugh so fucking FRUSTRATING. Whatever I'm not getting into it more than I already have....then off to the dentist, I have to get my wisdom teeth pulled yuck I thought I would be the one to escape that but n0o0o0o0o0o oh well I wasn't about to get that done today then get my tatt's sunday fuck that i'd be the biggest baby ever and all swollen all over FUUUUUCK THAT.
Anyways I'm rambling...I tend to do that a lot. Time to go eat some dinner and I dunno maybe go for a night time cruise with Tina cuz they clear my head and I love talking to her, Jenn too I hope she comes. ANNNNDDDD that's a wrap bitches.
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But I will try, I will try
Wipe the tears from my eyes
I am beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it
Oh Ashlee how I'm feelin your entire "I Am Me" record right now. Bitchass.
Anyways went to school today was gonna be a wino before class but it was far too early and frankly I'm just not feelin the alki much at this point in time but according to someone I'm makin myself out to be some big mess of a drunk pfft. Not even close. Anyways, off to Math class with Clarice, we didn't think we'd make it through the 2 hour lecture but luckily we sit near some almost equally as amusing people to joke around with so we made it through and even got out early. Que Bueno! So like then we sat around waiting for our next class to start then went into our fancy ass massive gorgeous new library man I love it it's HUGE and all newly remodeled and from the 2nd floor the ceilings are so high and you can look out the massive windows and see a lot of the school. Anyways, after that we split for our 2nd classes her to astronomy and I to Magazine Production, we were supposed to take our class picture today but we all forgot about it 'til class was almost over! Haha whatev, I love that class everyone seems to have a lot of character and stuff and my teacher is fuckin rad. My article for this semester is gonna be on all the new little venues around Orange County and local artists and local bands so if ya know anyone let me knowwww I've already got quite a few in mind but more never hurt. Mostly I will be focusing on Downtown Santa Ana and Downtown Fullerton should be exciting though. Anyways, after that class I pulled out the Ipod and put the volume full blast to eventually deafen myself and took off walking to the Music shop in Downtown Fullerton, it was only several blocks from school and a nice day so why not? Walked there and found my Cure "Wild Mood Swings" song tabs and notes book, exciting, purchased it then walked back to campus where I sat around reading the notes and lyrics and what not 'til Clarice got out of her History of Rock And Roll Class. I FINALLY decided which song to get the notes tattooed on me of...um that made no sense but I'm not going to take time to revise it, MOVING ON. I'm going to get the notes from "Treasure" by The Cure [since it seems like such an appropriate song for me to keep in mind for the rest of my life oh and um....i love it] tattooed coming out of the hearts that are going on my hips, should be um......painful? I've got enough on my mind right now to keep my mind off the pain though. After Clarice finally got out of class we went down to the tattoo shop to have my artist Dave touch it up for me he's done some really good colorful pieces, I love any artist that can master Dia De Los Muertos inspired art. He also did this AMAZING piece of a rosary on someone's back it's seriously like fucking beautiful. Anyways I'M GETTING MY TATTOO's DONE ON SUNDAY I'm excitedddddddd I'm finally fucking going through with it. After that Claricey and I had a romantic Round Table Pizza lunch and it was so fucking hot outside Ice Cold Root Beer will make you feel AMAZING on a hot day. Then listened to "Olive Me" by NOFX twice on the way home cuz it's an old school memories song and I mean....it's just a fucking badass song in general, makes me smile everytime no matter how stupid i'm feeling. Then Clarice dropped me off and I took a long nap, got a very unexpected phone call that made me feel even more horrible I'm pretty sure we can all guess who it was from, I haven't talked to him nor seen him for 3 weeks and It's so hard for me to hear him and speak to him ugh...I FUCKING FEEL TERRIBLE FOR WHAT'S HAPPENED BETWEEN US BUT WE BOTH SAW IT COMING, MANY FUCKING TIMES AND RIGHT NOW THIS SPACE IS JUST WHATS GOING TO HAVE TO WORK fuck.....of course I go to bed every night with a huge ass fucking smile on my face laughing it up knowing I hurt someone I love and that I'm hurt....ugh so fucking FRUSTRATING. Whatever I'm not getting into it more than I already have....then off to the dentist, I have to get my wisdom teeth pulled yuck I thought I would be the one to escape that but n0o0o0o0o0o oh well I wasn't about to get that done today then get my tatt's sunday fuck that i'd be the biggest baby ever and all swollen all over FUUUUUCK THAT.
Anyways I'm rambling...I tend to do that a lot. Time to go eat some dinner and I dunno maybe go for a night time cruise with Tina cuz they clear my head and I love talking to her, Jenn too I hope she comes. ANNNNDDDD that's a wrap bitches.
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