You'll never EVER find a girl who loves you more than me
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do whats best for ME
Baby and that means I gotta shake YOU off.
This time this time THIIIIISSSSSSSS time for good.
Hmmmm never saw this coming, right?
Millions of warning signs but still never saw it coming?
Anyways I love and I mean LOVE Jaime with ALLLLLLLL my heart, however we just don't work....not right now and if he really means not ever then maybe I'll eventually accept that, but for now we just don't work no matter how hard we try and get it together it just doesn't work. Like the song says gotta do whats best for me. I hate the thought of him with ANY of those slutbags chasing him but if that's what it comes to then I'm just gonna have to accept that as well I suppose. Either way I need my friends more than EVER right now so please let's get together give me calls por favor cuz I'm just gone right now =/ [714]244-7639
oh yeah and just cuz Jaime and I are seriously fucked up this way it doesn't mean I mind that our mutual friends talk to him and hang out with him too I'm sure he needs you just as much as I do, and I don't mind, I love that guy I just can't get it together for the life of me relationship-wise and as much as I'd love to I'm not even going to bother trying again for the time being, I need some time to myself to just chill and have some fun, don't et me wrong I had plenty of fun with him and I'm not asking for fun in a slutty way AT ALL, just good times with my friends that is when I'm not WORKING like crazy. But works pretty chill for the most part. Since I'm not ready to go out yet and I've got work in a little bit I'm gonna do some online spending to comfort me since no one's really around at the moment.
Meh. Maybe I'll re-enact the music video and bathe in bubbles and roses haha like it's that simple in real life, fucking water splashing all over the floor my mom would walk into the bathroom and kick my ass if I flooded the floor with water thinking I'm cute enough to re-enact a Mariah Carey music video while flooding her new floor. And then I'd probably contract some kind of disease from the rose petals and yadda yadda yadda hah, at least that little story made me laugh a little picturing it. Anyways amigos I really need ya por favor. And I'm finally off Friday [all day] and Saturday [night] but Friday I'm going shopping with Claricey for a little bit for our big secret birthday gift for Jonathan. But after than I'll be free and I really do needa get out. So show me a good time. I DEMAND this. =)
And I need someone to come hold my hand next weekend when I get my tattoo's since HEEEE refuses to.
k, well thats about it.
Peace out.
<3
Gotta do whats best for ME
Baby and that means I gotta shake YOU off.
This time this time THIIIIISSSSSSSS time for good.
Hmmmm never saw this coming, right?
Millions of warning signs but still never saw it coming?
Anyways I love and I mean LOVE Jaime with ALLLLLLLL my heart, however we just don't work....not right now and if he really means not ever then maybe I'll eventually accept that, but for now we just don't work no matter how hard we try and get it together it just doesn't work. Like the song says gotta do whats best for me. I hate the thought of him with ANY of those slutbags chasing him but if that's what it comes to then I'm just gonna have to accept that as well I suppose. Either way I need my friends more than EVER right now so please let's get together give me calls por favor cuz I'm just gone right now =/ [714]244-7639
oh yeah and just cuz Jaime and I are seriously fucked up this way it doesn't mean I mind that our mutual friends talk to him and hang out with him too I'm sure he needs you just as much as I do, and I don't mind, I love that guy I just can't get it together for the life of me relationship-wise and as much as I'd love to I'm not even going to bother trying again for the time being, I need some time to myself to just chill and have some fun, don't et me wrong I had plenty of fun with him and I'm not asking for fun in a slutty way AT ALL, just good times with my friends that is when I'm not WORKING like crazy. But works pretty chill for the most part. Since I'm not ready to go out yet and I've got work in a little bit I'm gonna do some online spending to comfort me since no one's really around at the moment.
Meh. Maybe I'll re-enact the music video and bathe in bubbles and roses haha like it's that simple in real life, fucking water splashing all over the floor my mom would walk into the bathroom and kick my ass if I flooded the floor with water thinking I'm cute enough to re-enact a Mariah Carey music video while flooding her new floor. And then I'd probably contract some kind of disease from the rose petals and yadda yadda yadda hah, at least that little story made me laugh a little picturing it. Anyways amigos I really need ya por favor. And I'm finally off Friday [all day] and Saturday [night] but Friday I'm going shopping with Claricey for a little bit for our big secret birthday gift for Jonathan. But after than I'll be free and I really do needa get out. So show me a good time. I DEMAND this. =)
And I need someone to come hold my hand next weekend when I get my tattoo's since HEEEE refuses to.
k, well thats about it.
Peace out.
<3