remember that one time.

[xmisslissax]

my body obliterated by the very breath i long for.
waking up to nothing.

i've come to face myself.

never sleeping, only dreaming.
reality never existing.

creativity burns in the fire i've set.
destroying everything that i am.

taking every smile and mending them together.
throwing away everything i know.

beating my pride until my eyes bleed.
eliminating everything that is you.

the battle wages.
the war takes casualties.

innocence strangled.
happiness stolen.
clarity slaughtered.

i've lost touch.
i've lost my way home.

i'm a prisoner.

i'm screaming,
but my voice never carries.

the clock ticks
and i answer.

closing my eyes to escape the conscious.