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[xmisslissax]

cup hands.
drop face.
rebuild.
gaze upward.
open your eyes.
persevere.

i'm still not who i was before all of this.
i'm still not who i'd like to be.
i came to a realization yesterday :

one that cannot be put into words.
one that i'm sure will find you in your years.

it's what you'll do with it.
it CAN destroy you.
it WILL break you.

i'm broken.
i've broken lives & friendships.
but i'm choosing to rebuild...
on a new foundation.

but for now i'm broken.
don't discard of me just yet.