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wow.. i've just spent about an hour or something going through all the entries i haven't seen... its been that long since i've been on here. i came on here for something but staring at the screen for an hour has completely erased my mind.
i don't know how much i'll be on here in the next month or so... exams, schoolies, etc, i'm not going to have a lot of time. i'll try to get on to update about significant matters.
like today... LAST DAY OF YEAR 12!!!... no more high school ever again.
except for tomorrow which is 'muck up day' but that doesn't really count.
and next week, english revision all day monday and tuesday. but after that, then that's pretty much it.
i can't believe it's all over.
13 years of school, and it all amounts to this... i feel so weird right now.
hasn't really sunk in.. it just feels like i'll be going to school as normal next week. and the week after, and the week after... i don't really want to believe it's all ending. i'm scared; i don't know what to expect and i don't like that. it's hard to believe i'm not ever going to see everyone 5 days a week anymore... hard to believe a lot of people i am used to seeing i will probably never see again, or see rarely. it's scary to think that the people i see lots i may not see for weeks on end. i'm scared to lose contact with my friends. and i'm scared to go to work, go to uni and meet new friends... i'm scared of being independant without school to rely on; i'm scared of leaving my comfort zone for the big, wide world. i know it will be okay... but i am so scared.
it all ends tomorrow.
i don't know how much i'll be on here in the next month or so... exams, schoolies, etc, i'm not going to have a lot of time. i'll try to get on to update about significant matters.
like today... LAST DAY OF YEAR 12!!!... no more high school ever again.
except for tomorrow which is 'muck up day' but that doesn't really count.
and next week, english revision all day monday and tuesday. but after that, then that's pretty much it.
i can't believe it's all over.
13 years of school, and it all amounts to this... i feel so weird right now.
hasn't really sunk in.. it just feels like i'll be going to school as normal next week. and the week after, and the week after... i don't really want to believe it's all ending. i'm scared; i don't know what to expect and i don't like that. it's hard to believe i'm not ever going to see everyone 5 days a week anymore... hard to believe a lot of people i am used to seeing i will probably never see again, or see rarely. it's scary to think that the people i see lots i may not see for weeks on end. i'm scared to lose contact with my friends. and i'm scared to go to work, go to uni and meet new friends... i'm scared of being independant without school to rely on; i'm scared of leaving my comfort zone for the big, wide world. i know it will be okay... but i am so scared.
it all ends tomorrow.