Boys. >_

[xmissie]

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Well, don`t call me a whore, but I have like 4 guys on my mind right now. Well, I just recently broke up with my boyfriend. It was, for the obvious reason, that I`m starting school in three days, and he lives halfway around the world in Australia. Also, we`re 15 hours apart. He`s sleeping, and i`m at school working. We stayed boyfriend & girlfriend on MapleStory. >_< Anyways, I met this guy on YouTube. And he`s just, too good to be true. Problem is, he lives in Italy. >_< He`s sweeter than sugar and is cute as a button. Just, adorable! Next, we have a random stranger that I met through MapleStory. Well, his girlfriend and him have been through some hardtimes becuase it`s a long distance relationship. Well, they`re breaking up. I REALLY like him, but he just dosen`t seem to care about anything I have to say or whatever. He`s the type of guy I like INSIDE but not how he acts OUTSIDE. Kinda, It`s hard to explain. He`s kinda conceited too. Lastly, there`s this guy i`ve known for a LONG time. He`s asked me out twice I think. Our familes trust each other and are friends. The problem is, i`m not sure I wanna go out with him because if we break up, our families are close enough that we`d have to see each other again. Nonetheless, i`m just SO confused. Should I just date someone at school? >_<
UGH.

A few minutes later, the random "Maplestory" guy and I conversed. I let him read this post, and he acted as if nothing had happened...
Useless. I throw myself at him and he just throws me to the side. So I messaged the YouTube guy telling him that I like him. Besides, this "Maplestory" guy told me he`d never "long distance date" again. So I guess that`s that, this is this and i`m out. :D <3