.fuck this.

[xmissenvyx]

next year im flying somewhere that i have friends that actually want me to be around and arent going to blow me off or "forget" to call or any of that shit. no, this isnt directed at any one person (even if you think it might be). im just sick of it. sometimes i wonder if people only ask me to come do things because they know ill say no because when i actually do say yes they either forget or something comes up or some shit. im not someones pitty case. i get the feeling that theres gonna be alot of changes in 2006 for me so you better hope youre on my good side.

p.s. i love you all.