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I normally don't write in this journal but, I dont kno
I need to let out some steam.
Jason just broke up with me tonight and I knew it was coming.
I've been so happy lately that he's mine and I thought everything was perfect and then all of a sudden it was like he just doesnt care about me anymore. I'm not sure if that's a good choice of words but it just seems like he thinks he's the superior older boyfriend, and now that it's summertime he'll just toss me like a drunk kid throws beer bottles.
I'm so hurt
And I don't see what I did
He's always thinking that I flirt with like every single guy in the world but honestly, I don't. Definitely not anymore than he does. I'm just so confused
And I miss him
And my friends Kiley and Katie are over and I keep trying to not cry and it's really hurting my stomache
I really wish I had somebody to hold me right now
Preferably Jason :,(
I need to let out some steam.
Jason just broke up with me tonight and I knew it was coming.
I've been so happy lately that he's mine and I thought everything was perfect and then all of a sudden it was like he just doesnt care about me anymore. I'm not sure if that's a good choice of words but it just seems like he thinks he's the superior older boyfriend, and now that it's summertime he'll just toss me like a drunk kid throws beer bottles.
I'm so hurt
And I don't see what I did
He's always thinking that I flirt with like every single guy in the world but honestly, I don't. Definitely not anymore than he does. I'm just so confused
And I miss him
And my friends Kiley and Katie are over and I keep trying to not cry and it's really hurting my stomache
I really wish I had somebody to hold me right now
Preferably Jason :,(