Wooosh
Well today has been rather umm..eventful.
Guess the man thin is, kats been over since sunday night and went home at 6:30
I miss being bored with her, its even worse being bored alone.
So she went home and as usual i came online..bored already
Then saw that carrie had messaged back,..such a shock.
So yeah we've been talking and dude she's soo cool.
She gave me her number and invited me over to get drunk with a few mates..
She informed me that i gotta call justin cus of something..which im dreading
Then Max came online. I feel so bad for what i did to him..
And to make things worse, i know i did the wrong thing
Because now i want him more than ever...
He know says its him that needs time, i think its all an escape personally
W'll see, when he comes back down to Norfolk
Helen should be staying with me and kat on friday if mom says yes
Fingers crossed cause that'll be a wicked night!!
I dont really have much more to say really...Xcept im a bit low at the moment
I guess im gonna start using this again?
I miss Justin...Guess its to late now.
Goodnight
Rachel
xoxox