I never update.
So, I went to school today, and as of yet nothing's happened. I'm off until Saturday. Give me something to do.
I really don't do anything anymore. I'm almost positive that I've done absolutely nothing in the past week.
I finally invested in a Cable Modem. It's great. I'm finally on the wagon.
I landed a half-cab heelflip earlier. I'm proud.
So two weeks ago I go to my court ordered Alcohol Rehabilitation. I figured, it wouldn't be that bad, I'm just talking to them. They told me while I was there, that in order to be in the program I would have to be clean. I laughed a little inside, and said okay. They also told me moments later that I would have drug screenings every visit. Obviously, this upset me a little. So I've been Drug/Alcohol free since. It's horrible. I thought it would be easier, but I'm so accustomed to drinking, and smoking dope everyday. I've been pretty lonely since all that happened. My friends really haven't been hanging out with me. I'm jealous of them because they can still do whatever they want. I've tried hanging out with them, but all they do is smoke weed. It's difficult to be around them. I wish everyone would quit with me.
I feel like I'm thirteen all over again. Sitting in front of my monitor, downloading music, constantly eating. It's going to be a long summer.
I'm trying to start playing drums again, but I suck. I'll probably pick it back up in about a week.
I'm going to skate...
Paul Sucks
I really don't do anything anymore. I'm almost positive that I've done absolutely nothing in the past week.
I finally invested in a Cable Modem. It's great. I'm finally on the wagon.
I landed a half-cab heelflip earlier. I'm proud.
So two weeks ago I go to my court ordered Alcohol Rehabilitation. I figured, it wouldn't be that bad, I'm just talking to them. They told me while I was there, that in order to be in the program I would have to be clean. I laughed a little inside, and said okay. They also told me moments later that I would have drug screenings every visit. Obviously, this upset me a little. So I've been Drug/Alcohol free since. It's horrible. I thought it would be easier, but I'm so accustomed to drinking, and smoking dope everyday. I've been pretty lonely since all that happened. My friends really haven't been hanging out with me. I'm jealous of them because they can still do whatever they want. I've tried hanging out with them, but all they do is smoke weed. It's difficult to be around them. I wish everyone would quit with me.
I feel like I'm thirteen all over again. Sitting in front of my monitor, downloading music, constantly eating. It's going to be a long summer.
I'm trying to start playing drums again, but I suck. I'll probably pick it back up in about a week.
I'm going to skate...
Paul Sucks