Jan 10, 2008 23:50
i guess it could be a misconception and me judging from semi-afar. But don't you get sick of your life? and doing the same things? Hanging out with the same people, who claim to be your friends but then fuck you over when ever they feel like it, then u act like u never saw it coming. Having no real dreams or aspirations, just living life through other people? Being nice to the people you want to, wanting everyone to think your the nicest person around, and just being like every other shit person caught up in the scene? Only difference is sometimes you choose to be my friend unless there is someone cooler around for you to get scene points from. i dont get it and kinda pity you a bit, and hope that u find more initiative or belief in yourself, so that youll have more control of your dreams one day.
i could be totally wrong about you, and massivly generalising you as person, but this is the person i see you as, and that should matter. shouldnt it?
sad thing is. this could be written about 100 people. but its written about one. just you.