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so ive had this journal for the last 3 years, and in that time ive posted 224 entries, bizarre isn't it, I dont remember posting that many. And half the stuff I was reading back on i dont even remember! I was talking to gamma about it, and she was saying that so many moments happen in your life that you're going to forget, she was right. 50% of the stuff in here, i have no recollection of doing, it's mostly the small stuff that im glad i wrote down cos other wise it would have disappeared into the pages of time never to remembered again! and lets face it if i dont remember it, noone will.
So for my sake, and for noone else, im gonna try and not be slack and write in here like i used to, i dont care if u don't read, ill be glad when i read back in 5 yrs.
I think i may have washed my hands of a certain situation, sure it still hurts, but i'm not gonna bother putting anymore effort in, if he doesnt wanna put in the effort of knowing me, then how will it doing anything but hurt me? for so long you were one of the most important people in my life and for you to come along and say the things you did, well i just don't need it. thankyou and goodbye.
Last week socially was pretty uneventful. went and had indian in sunshine on weds with Jane, ally, toots, mil, mike and ally's mum. Friday night went and had awesome mexican with jo and matthew, was good :) it's so funny going out with those kids, cos jo will get really excited about something small and matt will be like omg youre so 6, then i set fire to a chewy rapper and hes like.. omg youre such a child... then he'll start talking about this stupid chimp show that is apparently the best show in the worlddddddd. hahaha it just goes around in circles.
Went to work on saturday wasnt tooooo bad. Then went shopping with jo in teh city to get her FISHEYE camera, it was really nice weather and it was just a really good day. to stroll around the city and drink slurpees lol. Went back to jo's for a bit and ate burritos :D ally and nix came over shortly after and we headed to the standard to meet matt adam ben simon will brad etc. hung out there for a bit, then we were gonna go to a house party ally was invited too, but we couldnt find the address hahaha, so ewvery one went home cept me and nicky went back to matt's where he played the game and made us watch nature documentaries hahahahahahaha was so randommmmmm.
Sunday went to my cousins and we went shopping at highpoint, hung out in the sunshine another lovelyyyyyy day. I love this weather it makes me generally more of a happy person.
Yesterday involved getting up and going shopping with gamdogg, shes the best kid on the world, i think we agree on more things than anyone ive ever met, its good to know someone who thinks along the same lines as me. We went and got her vans and i got a birth certificate yayyyyy im aliveee.
today was work and was boring but good to see laura, i stop being 2ic soon yay!
bye for now.
So for my sake, and for noone else, im gonna try and not be slack and write in here like i used to, i dont care if u don't read, ill be glad when i read back in 5 yrs.
I think i may have washed my hands of a certain situation, sure it still hurts, but i'm not gonna bother putting anymore effort in, if he doesnt wanna put in the effort of knowing me, then how will it doing anything but hurt me? for so long you were one of the most important people in my life and for you to come along and say the things you did, well i just don't need it. thankyou and goodbye.
Last week socially was pretty uneventful. went and had indian in sunshine on weds with Jane, ally, toots, mil, mike and ally's mum. Friday night went and had awesome mexican with jo and matthew, was good :) it's so funny going out with those kids, cos jo will get really excited about something small and matt will be like omg youre so 6, then i set fire to a chewy rapper and hes like.. omg youre such a child... then he'll start talking about this stupid chimp show that is apparently the best show in the worlddddddd. hahaha it just goes around in circles.
Went to work on saturday wasnt tooooo bad. Then went shopping with jo in teh city to get her FISHEYE camera, it was really nice weather and it was just a really good day. to stroll around the city and drink slurpees lol. Went back to jo's for a bit and ate burritos :D ally and nix came over shortly after and we headed to the standard to meet matt adam ben simon will brad etc. hung out there for a bit, then we were gonna go to a house party ally was invited too, but we couldnt find the address hahaha, so ewvery one went home cept me and nicky went back to matt's where he played the game and made us watch nature documentaries hahahahahahaha was so randommmmmm.
Sunday went to my cousins and we went shopping at highpoint, hung out in the sunshine another lovelyyyyyy day. I love this weather it makes me generally more of a happy person.
Yesterday involved getting up and going shopping with gamdogg, shes the best kid on the world, i think we agree on more things than anyone ive ever met, its good to know someone who thinks along the same lines as me. We went and got her vans and i got a birth certificate yayyyyy im aliveee.
today was work and was boring but good to see laura, i stop being 2ic soon yay!
bye for now.