i dont know if its worth me losing sleep over this
i didnt know why, but didnt ask questions
because it was the first time in my life
where i did something right
you pick me apart
while i search for witty things to say
"you'll never amount to anything anyway"
and think that im impressed with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
im trying to get this right
yeah, cause im ridiculous like that
good week but this whole updating thing is getting long and boring for those who read it, so 1,000 apologies.
4th - school. rehearsal. then went to cumbys with alex and knoxy to get slushies. then to bri's, where knox yelled out the window at bri, scared her horse, and bri kicked my car. needless to say, it was quite the tense visit. sat around her house for a while being tired and hyper at the same time. sped to dynasty, had dinner. dropped alex off at his house then drove to sarahs to pick up caitlin. then went to the natick mall. drama ensued. icky blah tension. dropped knox off at home. went to wendys. bri fell asleep and caitlin was sick so no one spoke and i just drove while listening and singing guster and being in an icky blah mood - hence the last update.
5th - work in the morning. came home, showered, etc. got picked up by alex then got bri and went to CAMBRIDGE to go to my all time favorite store - the garment district. got an awesome rancid shirt and alex got another sweater and bri got various things. but as we tried to pull into an awesome spot, some bitch lady took it and i thought alex was going to kill her. we ended up parking in a snow bank which was needless to say quite fun. then randomly drove around and found a mcdonalds, which was surprisingly nice. plans fell through with beth so we drove back to hopkinton, went to cumbys. then went to sandy beach cause alex wanted to steal a picnic table, but then once we got there we realized that was stupid because how do you transport a picnic table with a saturn. so we kung-fu fought in the parking lot. then went to betts. which was fun. and i told alex that i could imagine little farms on his sweater. and i clogged which was rather embarrassing. drove home even though alex shouldnt have been driving. not that i cared.
6th - slept in. visited bri at work for the last 1/2 hour. then went to a super bowl party with my relatives. here is an actual conversation between me and my dad: "hey mandy, do you want a beer, there's plenty" "dad, i drove here, i need to drive back" "you'll be fine!!" wow. came home early cause i felt sick but was very excited when we won. YAAY.
7th - school. work. clogging. besides that i dont remember anything
8th - school. went to tennessee's during block study with bri lauren austin dan and jb. random awkwardness. after school went to building 19 1/5 with alex caitlin and janine. kinda stressed at the beginning but that eventually went away. looked around, bought alex japanese soda or whatever. me and janine joined the collage club. hells yeah. then we went to some store thats kinda like salvation army but its like st. vincents or something. good store. tried on the most horrendous things we could find. bought other people things cause thats what i do apparently. went to dunkin donuts to pee, bought a hot chocolate cause i felt bad. dropped everyone off. picked mom up from work. then went to sax lesson. soo tiring.
9th - school. visited bri to get coffee with elise. rehearsal. dropped christian off and pick up dave. went to my house to change out of painful heels. got dinner at burger king and randomly saw mr. simoes and his kids. then went to see boogeyman and accidently got there 40 minutes early. so we had to sit through the absolutely horrendous movie theatre music. oh god - im shuddering just thinking about it. boogeyman wasnt that good, but i kept jumping and being scared but dave was my big strong protecter haha. then went back to his house. woke up at 11:30 and was like shit. sped home in the rain. stopped off at jeffreys. walked in the door at 11:56. but pretty happy all the same.
10th - mr sullivans birthday!! school. coffee. rehearsal. then went to mcdonalds with alex and caitlin. got back to my car in the snow. stopped at my house then drove caitlin home. went to bri's and studied for calc for about a half an hour, then watched tv. came home and stayed up late being a good student. damn me.
11th - TODAY. school. then visited lauren at work with bri austin and dan. spent a wicked long time discussing what we were doing tonight with no conclusion. now im here and this took me forever because i cant think this far back.
i came to the conclusion today while talking to patrick that life in surburbia is quite pointless. its same old after same old. and dont get me wrong i love my life but it just seems so banal and routine by now. and anything even slightly exciting seems to have a negative connotation to some people. and what i have to say is actually stolen from 'the girl next door' - "you just have to find out if the juice is worth the squeeze". and i dont know where that came from but it seemed somehow fitting. i dont know. im really tired. and stream of conciousness writing is always weird. :)
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AS ALWAYS
<33333
~mandy~
because it was the first time in my life
where i did something right
you pick me apart
while i search for witty things to say
"you'll never amount to anything anyway"
and think that im impressed with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
im trying to get this right
yeah, cause im ridiculous like that
good week but this whole updating thing is getting long and boring for those who read it, so 1,000 apologies.
4th - school. rehearsal. then went to cumbys with alex and knoxy to get slushies. then to bri's, where knox yelled out the window at bri, scared her horse, and bri kicked my car. needless to say, it was quite the tense visit. sat around her house for a while being tired and hyper at the same time. sped to dynasty, had dinner. dropped alex off at his house then drove to sarahs to pick up caitlin. then went to the natick mall. drama ensued. icky blah tension. dropped knox off at home. went to wendys. bri fell asleep and caitlin was sick so no one spoke and i just drove while listening and singing guster and being in an icky blah mood - hence the last update.
5th - work in the morning. came home, showered, etc. got picked up by alex then got bri and went to CAMBRIDGE to go to my all time favorite store - the garment district. got an awesome rancid shirt and alex got another sweater and bri got various things. but as we tried to pull into an awesome spot, some bitch lady took it and i thought alex was going to kill her. we ended up parking in a snow bank which was needless to say quite fun. then randomly drove around and found a mcdonalds, which was surprisingly nice. plans fell through with beth so we drove back to hopkinton, went to cumbys. then went to sandy beach cause alex wanted to steal a picnic table, but then once we got there we realized that was stupid because how do you transport a picnic table with a saturn. so we kung-fu fought in the parking lot. then went to betts. which was fun. and i told alex that i could imagine little farms on his sweater. and i clogged which was rather embarrassing. drove home even though alex shouldnt have been driving. not that i cared.
6th - slept in. visited bri at work for the last 1/2 hour. then went to a super bowl party with my relatives. here is an actual conversation between me and my dad: "hey mandy, do you want a beer, there's plenty" "dad, i drove here, i need to drive back" "you'll be fine!!" wow. came home early cause i felt sick but was very excited when we won. YAAY.
7th - school. work. clogging. besides that i dont remember anything
8th - school. went to tennessee's during block study with bri lauren austin dan and jb. random awkwardness. after school went to building 19 1/5 with alex caitlin and janine. kinda stressed at the beginning but that eventually went away. looked around, bought alex japanese soda or whatever. me and janine joined the collage club. hells yeah. then we went to some store thats kinda like salvation army but its like st. vincents or something. good store. tried on the most horrendous things we could find. bought other people things cause thats what i do apparently. went to dunkin donuts to pee, bought a hot chocolate cause i felt bad. dropped everyone off. picked mom up from work. then went to sax lesson. soo tiring.
9th - school. visited bri to get coffee with elise. rehearsal. dropped christian off and pick up dave. went to my house to change out of painful heels. got dinner at burger king and randomly saw mr. simoes and his kids. then went to see boogeyman and accidently got there 40 minutes early. so we had to sit through the absolutely horrendous movie theatre music. oh god - im shuddering just thinking about it. boogeyman wasnt that good, but i kept jumping and being scared but dave was my big strong protecter haha. then went back to his house. woke up at 11:30 and was like shit. sped home in the rain. stopped off at jeffreys. walked in the door at 11:56. but pretty happy all the same.
10th - mr sullivans birthday!! school. coffee. rehearsal. then went to mcdonalds with alex and caitlin. got back to my car in the snow. stopped at my house then drove caitlin home. went to bri's and studied for calc for about a half an hour, then watched tv. came home and stayed up late being a good student. damn me.
11th - TODAY. school. then visited lauren at work with bri austin and dan. spent a wicked long time discussing what we were doing tonight with no conclusion. now im here and this took me forever because i cant think this far back.
i came to the conclusion today while talking to patrick that life in surburbia is quite pointless. its same old after same old. and dont get me wrong i love my life but it just seems so banal and routine by now. and anything even slightly exciting seems to have a negative connotation to some people. and what i have to say is actually stolen from 'the girl next door' - "you just have to find out if the juice is worth the squeeze". and i dont know where that came from but it seemed somehow fitting. i dont know. im really tired. and stream of conciousness writing is always weird. :)
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AS ALWAYS
<33333
~mandy~