You make me skeet skeet skeet like a waterhose

Nov 22, 2005 19:09

Sunday I didn't do much at all... I stopped over at Lacey's to get a shirt to wear, then I had an interview at Marcs... which I think went ok? We'll see by the end of the week I guess..
Went home and don't think I did much of anything else, that I can remember anyway..
Bobby texted me and asked if I wanted to get an apartment with him.. so looks like Florida may be expecting me a little sooner than originally planned? Nothing's for sure, but we'll see..

Yesterday I had an interview at Rockne's, which I'm pretty sure went well. Tiffany works there, and she put a good word in for me, I should hear from them probably tomorrow.. that would be pretty cool if I got BOTH jobs...
Missy called me yesterday to make sure that I was ok.. she said that she wanted to give me a few days to "cool down" lol. So I feel a lot better knowing that she understands and isn't mad at me or anything.
Last night I went tanning then over to Lacey's for a little while. I cleaned my room for like forever, and it looks AWESOME.. probably the best that it's looked in a realllll long time! I was up cleaning till like 2 this morning.. then I got a call from my brother at like 3 this morning bc he was bored at work and wanted to see how my interviews went lol.

Today I was supposed to pick the baby up and take him to the airport with me, but Chrissi told me to call before I came bc he might be getting sick so she might just stay home, so when I called this morning, her phone was 'temporarily disconnected' and I haven't been able to get ahold of her all day, so I'm just hoping that everything's ok?..
Anyways, so I got up pretty early and my dad and I went to the airport to pick my cousin James up(he's in the Marines and he's stationed in Hawaii right now).. I got a breakfast thing.. all it was, was a sausage,egg, and cheese bagel.. how much was it you ask? $5!!! for a freaking bagel! I find that a bit ridiculous! So anyways, James is coming in to surprise everyone in the family for Thanksgiving, and Bobby is coming in tomorrow to surprise everyone too, so they're all gonna shit when we walk into the house on Thanksgiving with both of them.. keep in consideration that nobody has seen James for like 6 years... yea, pretty crazy. And Michele doesn't know that Bobby is coming home, she thinks that we're going to pick my uncle up from the airport.. but SURPRISE. yep I bet she cries! lol. I'm sooo excited that he's coming home! I miss him like crazy!!

Ok, so we came home after the airport, and my dad and James hit it off really well...
I went to Giant Eagle to take my mom a check and to get some frapaccinos, then I went out to the cemetary to see Pappy *today is 5 years since he died..*
then I went to Wendy's and came back home and took a nap. When I woke up, James and layed down and he's been asleep ever since then lol.. jet-lag i guess.

So here's for the sad part of the update, bc you always hafta have those..

5 years and some days ago I read this poem at my Pappy's funeral...

May I go now? Do you think the time is right? May I say good-bye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights? I've lived my life and done my best, an example tried to be. So can I take that step beyond and set my spirit free? I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might. But something seems to draw me now to a warm and loving light. I want to go. I really do. It's difficult to stay. But I will try as best I can to live just one more day. To give you time to care for me and share your love and tears. I know you're sad and so afraid because I see your tears. I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know my spirit will be close to you, wherever you may go. Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too, that's why it's hard to say good-bye and end this life with you. So hold me now, just one more time, and let me hear you say, because you care so much for me, you'll let me go today.

...reading that was one of the hardest things I've done, but also one of my proudest moments.

I love you Pappy, and miss you more and more every day. Thank you for watching over me. {-Amanda.}{*Little Gal*}

James F. Bergman Sr.
July 3,1932- November 22,2000
R.I.P.
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