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Nov 14, 2005 23:45

so i was just laying in my bed trying to go to sleep and i was thinking about how i don't think anything will ever happen between me and steve. and then i started going through the text messages in my phone to delete some to make more room.. and i came across some from bart, and my bday text from him. and this feeling came over me. kind of like i miss him. and i'm scared. really scared. because i still like steve and i shouldn't. he doesn't want a girlfriend and i don't even know if he ever thinks of me that way. it's kinda like i never stopped liking him, and that i kinda compare other people to him. and i feel like i kinda like bart still when i thought i was over it. and it's scary because either way, it's not what i want. what the h... i don't understand anything anymore!!!

"they say hey it's only human to never be satisfied, well i guess that i'm as human as the next one"
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