im still alive...
not that anyone cares or was the slightest bit worried.
so i guess a little update on
i have the greatest boyfriend ever. the last couple weeks have been so wonderful. i am seriously head over heels. i havent felt this way in so long. it is nice, but sort of scary(in a good way).
i work all of the freaking time. but i guess it is my fault for hanging out there after work. oh well. its worth it.
school starts on thursday. i dont even want to think about it. i am so scared. i need a cigarette just thinking about it. so we will move on.
i still need to finish my room. but my house is a little crazy. my mom decided we are getting all new floors. and new furniture, so for the time being there are no couches in my house.
i am contemplating getting my nipples peirced tomorrow afternoon. i was gonna do it saturday night, but by the time i worked up the guts to do it, it was too late.
i havent drank in a couple months. it has been nice. i dont ever want to drink and when i am surrounded by drunk people i find them to be obnoxious and crude. slightly amusing, but only in small doses. watching people, i cant believe i ever was so ridiculous.
so that was a rather large waste of time. i dont think i will be updating this too often. i might just disappear for good. i am too scared to ever say what i really feel. so this thing is basically pointless.
...we shall see.
goodnight.
so i guess a little update on
i have the greatest boyfriend ever. the last couple weeks have been so wonderful. i am seriously head over heels. i havent felt this way in so long. it is nice, but sort of scary(in a good way).
i work all of the freaking time. but i guess it is my fault for hanging out there after work. oh well. its worth it.
school starts on thursday. i dont even want to think about it. i am so scared. i need a cigarette just thinking about it. so we will move on.
i still need to finish my room. but my house is a little crazy. my mom decided we are getting all new floors. and new furniture, so for the time being there are no couches in my house.
i am contemplating getting my nipples peirced tomorrow afternoon. i was gonna do it saturday night, but by the time i worked up the guts to do it, it was too late.
i havent drank in a couple months. it has been nice. i dont ever want to drink and when i am surrounded by drunk people i find them to be obnoxious and crude. slightly amusing, but only in small doses. watching people, i cant believe i ever was so ridiculous.
so that was a rather large waste of time. i dont think i will be updating this too often. i might just disappear for good. i am too scared to ever say what i really feel. so this thing is basically pointless.
...we shall see.
goodnight.