Sep 09, 2004 02:07
today was meh.
i remember my 18th birthday (not like it was that long ago). it sucked. so yeah.
this morning i will be up at 7 in the morning getting ready to drive to the navy base. and then hopefully i will be getting some jewelry, not cds. and then work (it was supposed to be my day off).
hopefully i will be seeing that one boy from work. haha.
i havent felt very much like doing anything lately. i like sitting at my house, i guess that is weird.
i am thinking about cutting my hair again. really short this time (think natalie imbruglia). not quite sure yet. i saw this really cut girl with short hair when i was a t seans. that inspired me.
when i was getting my oil changed today this little old lady stopped me to help her with her phone. she seemed very lonely so i chatted with her the whole time my oil was being changed. old people are cute (well most of them, especially if they don't come into my store).
everything is off. like a little funk. i wish school would start. p.r.o.n.t.o.
i need to see some movies. garden state, vanity fair, and manchurian candidate. they are all playing at grossmont trolley. i might be spending a few afternoons down there.
i am pretty much fed up with shit. things just get old after awhile and then they just annoy me. when i try to run away from them they are just there.
and isn't high school over??! thought so.
i wish someone better than the old mexican beaner would sing me songs like that, but really mean them. shit. so unfair.
whatev, i am insanely tired. i will be broadening my musical arena as i drift off to sleep.
goodnight.