Apr 13, 2008 12:54
I can't believe how strong she was through the whole funeral.
When she made that speech everybody broke down but her!
I have never looked up to some one so much as i do to her right at this moment.
God forbid if the same ever happens to me i hope i have the strength she does.
She has so much growing up to do so fast but i know she can do it.
And i'm going to help her as much as i can.
I couldn't believe it when i saw the coffin in the grave.
Its like one minute she was there and now she's gone.
Its freaking the shit out of me.
And when i saw her....wow.
I have never seen a dead person in my life and when i saw her laying there, when i touched her hand...it was so cold.
Its like it wasn't her.
The worst was hearing her break down when they closed the coffin.
I couldn't look.
That sound of her weeping will haunt me forever.
Everything she had bottled up just came out.
I thought she was going to collapse.
I couldn't hold myself together from then on.
I wish i could take away the pain se is going through.
We're here for you babe.