We can't be heard.

Apr 13, 2008 12:54


I can't believe how strong she was through the whole funeral. 
When she made that speech everybody broke down but her! 
I have never looked up to some one so much as i do to her right at this moment. 
 God forbid if the same ever happens to me i hope i have the strength she does. 
She has so much growing up to do so fast but i know she can do it. 
And i'm going to help her as much as i can. 
I couldn't believe it when i saw the coffin in the grave. 
Its like one minute she was there and now she's gone. 
Its freaking the shit out of me.
And when i saw her....wow. 
I have never seen a dead person in my life and when i saw her laying there, when i touched her hand...it was so cold. 
Its like it wasn't her.

The worst was hearing her break down when they closed the coffin. 
I couldn't look. 
That sound of her weeping will haunt me forever.
Everything she had bottled up just came out. 
I thought she was going to collapse. 
I couldn't hold myself together from then on. 
I wish i could take away the pain se is going through.

We're here for you babe.

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