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it's kind of weird sometimes you know. like, you're living your life so much in the future and so much on what's going to happen next you forget that you're still living NOW. you finally realize it and want to go back. and then you spend time living in the past. it's weird for me, cuz it's always one or the other. or, like the past few days, I've been feeling like shit and not really doing anything. finally today I realize: hey, I've been sitting on my ass for nearly 72 hours not doing a damn thing. then thinking to myself all these things I WANT to do, well there's so much that I need to be doing NOW to get there. I can't just sit here and say, "oh I'll do that tomorrow" because in the end you're always thinking, damn I should've done that months ago. that's how my life seems to be going lately and I have two choices, to either get up right now and change it, or hope I'll do it tomorrow......