I am a lazy piece of shit.
instead of studying and working on my econ questions like I should be, Sams coming over for a lazy night. =) things with us are well....exactly what I want. it just sucks that we're both so damn busy. and his last day at scraft is friday so I won't even see him there. it kinda sucks cuz one of us is always working during the day then night we both want to be out with our friends. it's a little frustrating but I think it's how it should be. he's freaking awesome though.
I'm an idiot, I ask them to cut back my hours this week and then I get myself more...seriously I just need to stop answering my phone to hollister and everyone that works there, it does me no good. oh well. I actually like working there though, kinda strange. everyone always bitches about retail but I really don't mind it. I'm thinking scraft may have to go. I'm sure it won't...but I can still think it will. it's only another 2 months.
I think I'm happy with life right now....I'm really not sure, I've had good times and bad and I'm not sure which is winning, maybe they're just balancing out. I really need to get my ambition back. I went into the school year really excited and determined. established a great GPA and then fucked it up. goodddddd job Alison. I'm also sicker then fuck. and I need to go get my tongue ring changed by thursday. although I don't know when because I'm working all the freaking time. it'll have to be tomorrow after hollister I guess. then I plan on coming home, studying and finishing alllll my econ and then going to sleep. friday so far I don't have anything.
this was really stupid, sorry.