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x[ i hate that feeling i get at the pit of my stomach, i hate it cause its me being jealous. i hate feeling jealous, it bothers me so much. i feel like im letting myself sink down to a low low level. and im better than that, or atleast thats what im telling myself.
I had a bad day today. It just sucked, i woke up in a bad mood, really bitchy. and all day i just got bitched at by people at home. And you'd think they try to cheer me up no? but i guess thats to much to be expected.
So i come online, hoping that talking to people will cheer me up but no one is online. and the one person i really wanted to talk to is busy with something so i feel bad bothering him. The only person i really really wanted to talk to. *shrugs* oh well. what can i do? nothing.
So yea, here i am waiting for a certain someone to come back from away. so i can talk to her and feel better.
im gonna just wait around and eventually go to sleep and hope that tomorrow i'll wake up in a better mood and have a better day. Yea thats it, have a better day. It felt good to type that, vent a little.muah]x
I had a bad day today. It just sucked, i woke up in a bad mood, really bitchy. and all day i just got bitched at by people at home. And you'd think they try to cheer me up no? but i guess thats to much to be expected.
So i come online, hoping that talking to people will cheer me up but no one is online. and the one person i really wanted to talk to is busy with something so i feel bad bothering him. The only person i really really wanted to talk to. *shrugs* oh well. what can i do? nothing.
So yea, here i am waiting for a certain someone to come back from away. so i can talk to her and feel better.
im gonna just wait around and eventually go to sleep and hope that tomorrow i'll wake up in a better mood and have a better day. Yea thats it, have a better day. It felt good to type that, vent a little.muah]x