Deep questions. I'm on a kick.
ROUND ONE OF DEEP QUESTIONS :DDD
1. What is more difficult for you; looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Looking someone in the eye when I'm telling them how I feel. That is extremely hard to me unless it's someone that I am really close to. I love making eye contact, showing that I'm engaged in the conversation but sometimes I find it really hard. I don't know, I'm naturally a really shy person so that's where it probably comes from.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry.
The last time I was really angry was...wow, I don't even remember. I get mad but not really "RAWR I WANT TO EAT YOUR FACE" kind of mad. I was probably pissed off at my Father. Lately he's been pretty stupid so...
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?
One phone call. Well. I think I would call my Mother and thank her, tell her how much I love her, that I wasn't scared and it would be OK (even though I would be scared shitless if this ever really happened - let's all hope that it doesn't) but I'd also...not want to call her at the same time. I don't want her having that painful memory of it being the last time. Does that make any sense?
You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
o1. Yes, I would tell everyone and their Mom. No joke. Dying scares me so much. :/ I can't ever think of it for a very long time or I get really panicky, haha. I don't know, it's always been a big fear of mine.
o2. My remaining days would be spent with friends and family, doing what I want to do and trying not to worry too much. I'd want to go on an airplane, maybe visit Europe (OK, this wouldn't happen but a girl can dream), I'd do as much traveling as I could in a month...xD.
o3. Answered above xD.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love.
To have love you need trust so...trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Screw my fucking job. I would save that dog. I can get another job but that poor dog wouldn't have a second chance.
7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
I'd travel to Europe, hands down. The photographic opportunities, the architecture, the hot foreign men, the experience, the friends I have living there...<3
8. Think of the last person who you really knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you?
The last person I really knew that died was my Aunt Sophia and...I don't think I would give her one more hour. She was in A LOOOOOT of pain, A LOOOT of pain before she died and she was old and really just wanted the pain to stop. I think she would get pissed off at me if I brought her back(: But I miss her dearly so I might, just to say a proper goodbye.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Yeah(: I'm a good friend.. wow, that sounds a little stuck up.
10. Does love = sex?
To most people these days, I think so. Which disgusts me :/
11. Your best friend dies, what would you do?
I don't even want to think about what I would do if Hiei died ;^; She's been my best friend for over seven years now and she's like...the carbon copy of me so. We're really close (though not so much anymore, we're working on that) and..I love her D: I'd be so lost for a long time. I'd cry a whole ton, I'd be super depressed, I wouldn't want to do anything. It would be a lot like the time my Papa passed away :/ I'd be lost.
12. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
I told my Mom I love her on the phone :D.
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Telling them you don't love them back. I've done it a handful of times and...it never gets any easier. Not that telling someone you love them is easy.
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
The internet xD
15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
A little while ago, on the phone with my Mom.
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you had “no regrets” what would it be?
Mmmm mmmm mmmm, I would save my Papa. I'd sit with him through that night and I'd call the hospital when it got closer to his time. They might not be able to do anything to save him but at least I would have tried and that way my Mom wouldn't have had to been the one to see it first.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
My dad and the police. My dad because he would be here in .5 seconds and the police because, duhhh. There is a creeper walking around outside my window and I am a paranoid woman.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Of course. Even if I didn't save the poor homeless person I would at least know I gave it my all.
19. Are you old fashioned?
In some ways. I'm not like most people my age sooo.
20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
...Mmmmm, shit. Having your heartbroken is one of the worst feelings in the world but love can be an amazing thing...but the way this question is answered it leaves it open to finding true love in the future. So probably, never loved before. xD.
21. If you could do anything OR wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish?
RIGHT NOW? In a totally not serious answer? I would wish to know how the twins really feel about one another ;D Because I am a lame child.