--> 018 | Never Again // Audio/Action

[xmidnight_foxx]

[[There a bit of inhuman growling that could be heard. Then the cracking of a nearby tree.]]

NEVER...

[[There's silence but obviously there's more trees crackling in the distance]]

Never to return to such... a pitiful...
Dammit.
Wherever the hell you are, I'm going to kill you.

[[refering to the Malnosso, but yo know she can't really do that]]

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[broken_messiah]

...Tarei...? *he's a bit too afraid to use '-chan' right now...*

[xmidnight_foxx]

What is it?

[[there's anger a bit in the voice, but it's not that badly. She remembers you too]]

[broken_messiah]

...I... I... juts wanted to make sure if you're alright... *then he tries his best not to let his fear show*

[xmidnight_foxx]

I don' SOUND alright, now do I?
I appreciate your concern, but it's not something you should bother yourself with, Kamui.
Faint pause
You fear me don't you? Not that it's not to be expected.

[broken_messiah]

...I...

I don't know. I'm more confused than scared, I guess.

[xmidnight_foxx]

Confused huh?
What is there to be confused about? Why don't you enlighten me.

[broken_messiah]

...you... seem so different now...

How did you grow up so fast? I don't understand...

[xmidnight_foxx]

Different? This is what I truly AM. This form is the one in which I have grown into.
The reason for my 'aging,' is because of those bastards who used me as well as many others as test subjects for experiments. That was why I was younger.
This before you is what I AM.

[broken_messiah]

I see....

So the you before... isn't real?

[xmidnight_foxx]

I can't say not real, since that would be denying that I was EVER a child.
Though, I suppose you can say, it's more of myself as an ignorant child, that cared for nothing but happiness and friendship when she was young, but now, that is no longer part of me.

[broken_messiah]

...happiness and friendship are no longer important to you?

[xmidnight_foxx]

Happiness is but an illusion to me. Unless someone can show me otherwise, I no longer believe in that.
Friendship is a flat word. I prefer allies, companions, I suppose. It takes a lot more to gain my trust than if earned someone else's.

[broken_messiah]

....I

...that means... we are no longer friends then...?

[xmidnight_foxx]

Let's ignore that and think about this, Kamui.
Do you consider me this 'friend' of yours?
If so, then why? I am not kind-hearted or cheery. I am not human, for the matter.
How can you call such a form, CUTE?

ooc: when she said form she meant her fox form when he first saw it when she was a kiddo XDD

[broken_messiah]

...I... I... but you are stil Tarei... inside... I... don't think the Tarei I know, knew, is completely gone... she... she's still inside you somewhere.

It doesn't matter what you are. And... we were not friends just because your fox form is cute...

[xmidnight_foxx]

Hehehe

She's laughing a bit sarcastically

You're the first then, to confront me with... such ways I cannot explain. You believe... the other me, is there? Perhaps, but locked away with the keys thrown away dormant inside of me. That part is as close as dead to me.

You would continue to be my friend, even if it means you'll be put in danger, and perhaps, there are even chances that I could kill you too, despite that, you still want to befriend this inhuman creature?

His words are rather a surprise to her. Even if she got along with a lot of people, not many would tell her this so she doesn't know how to respond to that