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tonight was supposed to be incredible.
best friends, amazing bands.
this whole week was so painful,
not to mention the 5 1/2 hours i spent taking that defensive driving course today.
i was so pumped when i got out of that.
hung out at 7c for a while.
and then somewhere between arriving at new direction and now,
it turned into shit.
this is where things are supposed to be good.
this is where im supposed to be happy.
take this away from me and i have a job i hate no aspirations to do anything with my life.
and i wish i could blame it on someone. anyone. i dont give a fuck.
its so much easiar to point a finger.
but now im gonna be the shitty kid who whines on his LJ about his shitty week.
fuck that,
im better than that.
tonight was awesome.
tomorrow will be better.
sorry everyone for being so down tonight,
sorry for any drama i might have caused,
sorry if it seemed like i was being a sympathy whore.
itll be the last time.
i promise.
best friends, amazing bands.
this whole week was so painful,
not to mention the 5 1/2 hours i spent taking that defensive driving course today.
i was so pumped when i got out of that.
hung out at 7c for a while.
and then somewhere between arriving at new direction and now,
it turned into shit.
this is where things are supposed to be good.
this is where im supposed to be happy.
take this away from me and i have a job i hate no aspirations to do anything with my life.
and i wish i could blame it on someone. anyone. i dont give a fuck.
its so much easiar to point a finger.
but now im gonna be the shitty kid who whines on his LJ about his shitty week.
fuck that,
im better than that.
tonight was awesome.
tomorrow will be better.
sorry everyone for being so down tonight,
sorry for any drama i might have caused,
sorry if it seemed like i was being a sympathy whore.
itll be the last time.
i promise.