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I've been slowly drifting from happiness. And I apologize for probably being a bitch to everyone. No one did anything to me, I'm just pissed off. And the truth, none of my friends can help me at this point. I've been looking at old pictures when I was happy.Taking my picture now wouldn't have the same expression. Everyone is mad at me, or maybe just fed up. And I'm so sorry. I asked my dad if he had a good time last night for his bday and he said no. So theres another person I've let down. I feel soo low right now. Broken heart, jeolousy, and the fact that I let everyone down. I just need someone to just come pick me up so I don't have to stay here. I'm planning on talking to my dad today. "I need to take action" so I will. I'm sorry I've ruined everything.