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There's so much I want to tell people. And I really cant. And If I did, you'd think I was a mess. I'm going to the doctor's tonight. I'm really scared, because I have to get tested and I'm going to b all needled up. When I was little, I always saw Cori with needles in her arm, and I'm afriad now. So I went to the cape yesterday, it sucked. I got "Car sick" and threw up at pier 1, in the parking lot. OF course, some guys decided to start cherring and I was soo embarrassed. So I ran in the store all watered eyes and shit. I felt better tho, and then everyone gave me shit about stuff . Like, okay, it may be the truth or not, but you don't need to make me feel like shit. And how wud you know anything. Manda thanks for talking to me today, it's nice to know I have someone thats going thro the same things. The doctor's also checking me cuz I bruise easily. I dont remember how I got them at all. Everyone's telling me wut to do, wut not to do. I can do things myself. My dad bought a bike yesterday, and my sisters havin a fit. He wont use it, so I don't get it. He has no time for anyone, so whud he have time for a bike.I really wish I could talk to him. It sucks. I mean, he comes in, says I'm home. then, I come in and he says.. go away. Ya, thansk dad. Then theres cori, who always has to make a comment abotu everyhting. Everyhting we do is wrong. This has nothing to do with anything. There's so much I want to say........