Sep 07, 2005 16:36
she's obsessed.
what can i say?
we are no longer BEST friends.
just friends,
i guess it's better this way.
that rhymed. didnt mean for it too.
Chad and I are great. I love him.
no one can EVER have the relationship we have.
so please, just stop trying. because its making me angry.
Jessica and I are fighting.
It's her fault.
I just need to stop.
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Well Well Well. Just to inform you. I'm not jealous. If I were, I would say I was. Let you and Jon get back together, I don't really care. But as soon as yall do, it's going to go straight back to the you being stuck up his ass and leaving me out of your life again. But I was getting used to it, so it won't bother me. It does make me mad that you won't let me a Jon have a friendship though. Beucase you don't want us hanging out or talking outside of school. You have no control over that. But see, I was trying to be a good friend to you, so I chose to break my plans with Jon just so you wouldn't get mad at me. HOw nice? Obviously not nice enough.You and Jon can keep what yall had. I don't want to be like yall. I don't want to have what yall had. And me and chad will never be the same, because through all this we have grown stronger and closer. I never said that you and Jon wouldn't get back together. I'm not rubbing it in your face that me and Chad are the way we are either. Me and Chad also do not speak on a day to day basis. Just a couple weeks ago he hated me. Don't you remember? I mean up until about Friday me and Chad had nothing to do with each other for a long time. I'm sorry that me and Chad get along so well and are able to solve are differences and grow from them. But I promise I am not in any way rubbing that in your face. All that stuff you said about Jon using you was not before you started trusting him, unless you lied to me. you said you started trusting him a couple weeks before yall broke up. You said that you thought he was using you after yall broke up. you don't have to tell me every little thing that goes on between you and him either. But I mean I just expected you to tell me that. Because HELLO?!?! It isn't really that little considering yall wanted nothing to do with each other the night before! And how many freakin' time must I tell you that I would have told you. I don't know why you said that when I've repeatly told you that I would have. And you think you know me so well, you think you know my every move, my every thought, my every reaction, then you should've known that I would've told you that. If we were "best friends" then we should be able to talk about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING, that's why I said we are now just friends and not best friends. You also shouldn't have to defend Jon. He should be able to do it hisself. And you don't have to tell everyone everything, but I thought I was considered your "best friend" and I just don't see why you wouldn't have told me something so simple.
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