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Why is it that guys always make a girl fall real hard for them with no intention on catching them.? I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I actually thought he cared. Maybe he does. He acts like it. But then there are times when he's like I just got out of a 2 yaer relationship and blah blah. I can't stand it. He has gotten me grounded two times since we've been whatever the heck we are and he could freakin' care less. And I have NEVER really actually been grounded until him. All I can think of to say is, Thanks?
I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. I need Jessica. I need other people as well. But it's so hard. Because I've made myself so distance from the people I really care about, in fear of getting hurt or hurting them. I don't want either one to happen.
Tim called yesterday. It was nice to hear from him. Malcom called too. It wasn't so nice to hear from him. And since the first time he's called like 50 billion more. I mean my goodness, get a life.?
I have something in my eye, and it hurts real bad. So that sucks. I've also been sick the past couple days. But thanks to a certain someone I have 3 days to get to feelin' better, because I'm grounded until Monday.
I thought I was ready for school, but the more I think about it, the more I am starting to dread it. I wish I had a top locker. Last year I got hit in the head because the person above me wasn't paying attention. That hurt real bad.
Buttttt I'll stop rambling on and on about pointless things. Goodbye.
What If I Said You Never Mattered?
That I Never Lost A Moment Of Sleep.
What If I Crushed All Your Dreams,
Broke All The Promises, I Swore To Keep?
Tell Me How Your Life Would Be If,
I Did Half The Shit You Did To Me?
I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. I need Jessica. I need other people as well. But it's so hard. Because I've made myself so distance from the people I really care about, in fear of getting hurt or hurting them. I don't want either one to happen.
Tim called yesterday. It was nice to hear from him. Malcom called too. It wasn't so nice to hear from him. And since the first time he's called like 50 billion more. I mean my goodness, get a life.?
I have something in my eye, and it hurts real bad. So that sucks. I've also been sick the past couple days. But thanks to a certain someone I have 3 days to get to feelin' better, because I'm grounded until Monday.
I thought I was ready for school, but the more I think about it, the more I am starting to dread it. I wish I had a top locker. Last year I got hit in the head because the person above me wasn't paying attention. That hurt real bad.
Buttttt I'll stop rambling on and on about pointless things. Goodbye.
What If I Said You Never Mattered?
That I Never Lost A Moment Of Sleep.
What If I Crushed All Your Dreams,
Broke All The Promises, I Swore To Keep?
Tell Me How Your Life Would Be If,
I Did Half The Shit You Did To Me?