worst fucking day everrrrrr
good thing today was the best day ever!... or not.
this has to be one of the worst days in my whole life so far. mother and i had a deep conversation about life. i never had a convo like that in my life.. lets just say that she found out some things that i have done that i regret more than any-fucking-thing in my whole life. (steph you know what this is about) this has to be the most embarassing thing that has happened to me ever. even though it happened along time ago, i thought it was all over and forgotten about. boy was i wrong. i did learn from this experience. i am a changed person now. i have changed my ways for the better. i have a new home, a new and improved wonderful-careing-handsome boyfriend that i dont deserve, and hopefuly a new job soon. im trying to start a new life. i do say i enjoy it... but im trying my best to forget my past as much as i can... sooo, after this talk, i went to the trainbridge for a few hours and walked/thought about life/cried/took pictures. it felt nice to be there all alone to just think. i havent done that in a while... and should more often.
okay i feel mentaly better now. i cant tell anyone what i did.. it was illegal, embarassing, disrespectful to myself, and imoral (i think thats the word)
+countdown to my 18th birthday: 41 more days!!!
-+boy i cant wait to buy a new tab for my licience plate!!.... joy... there goes like 80 bucks... well at least i can get a tattoo and more piercings and buy a nasty fat cigar! :-o
+ my cousin is ready to sell his 99' black sunfire. yesss. im callin him tomorrow