today sucks
all the negatives:
today made me realize that summer is going to suck. it will most likely consist of working with cunts. also, it made me realize that i hardly have any friends. well i do have some, but it doesnt mean we hang out outside of school. my summer-time used to be occupied with a certain someone, but im not with them anymore... so that made me realize how much life sucks even more. no one ever calls my cell phone, and it rang today and i was oh so excited, until i answered it and they had the wrong number. you know what really runs me a mok?? how spoiled kids are these days. how peoples parents buy their kids everything. buy them new cars, pay for their insurance, give them money for gas, and just money for anything. oh yeah, and making them dinner every night. it makes me mad in a way, but it makes me feel that i will be independant. my clogs are falling apart and i cant afford to buy new shoes at the moment, or else i cant buy gas.
positives?:
went to hemmeter park friday (i think) to swing away my sorrows, and amanda showed up. we had good talks. i love her for visiting me. why do i have to start crying everytime i talk about that certain someone? saturday i hung out with sam. we got free food at tgi fridays. free food taste better than ever. sunday, went to a bujouves party, which included heated pool swimming, until it rained. i heart my family so much. i hope i get to buy that car in june/july so i have something worth working on this summer. id rather put my hard earned money into my soon to be new car than anything else right now. my dad said he can make a spoiler at work, but it wont look right on that car im getting. hah. we'll see. oh yes, i bet you dont have a vagina in your purse.
im done ranting.
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