fuck me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today was yet another "one of my worst days working at sullivans ever" day. and tomorrow is mothers day, so i will be very violent and scary. i will fuck you up. well... i went to work around 715am. not even an hour being there, a bitch of a waitress and i started arguing and it sent me out crying once again, because i was fed up with her bull shit. that cunt can fucking die. i was about to leave and quit my job. but i need the money to support myself... or else i would be naked riding a bicycle with flat tires. enraged as i was, i almost threw up. it was wierd. the reason why im pissed was because the counter girls didnt do their duties last night(as always), so i was stuck doing their shit, plus the shit i was supposed to do that morning. sooo i worked 13 fucking hours all day without a break or food. because im cool like that. everyone at sullivans can fucking die. i hate everyone there. except craig, my boss, who is the only one who appreciated what i do. work seriously makes me want to kill myself. people say "oh no you wouldnt do that"... but its like they are naging me on, and trying to push me over the edge. and they are. lets see how much longer i can take this before i do. all i thought about that day at work was my will. and what i would write on a letter to leave behind. and how i would end it all. i cannot take this shit from this world any longer... at work, the office caught on fire and i laughed. the whole dinning room smelled like smoke. i wish it all burned down... monday i am going to grab applications at certain places i set my mind to. no more working with dumb fucks. i need happy drugs to calm me down. or else i just might do something crazy...
- i hate girls, and im truely sorry for my gender.
- i hate seeing everyone so happy. it just crushes me to pieces and brings me lower.
- i hate when people talk about religion. its not my thing.
- i hate when people tell me to do things their way, even though i like it my way, and its my life. i can do whatever i want with it.
- i hate people. i hate me. i hate my job. i hate the world. the end. goodbye