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had a pretty good weekend. the shop was pretty busy so that's always good when it comes time to pay the bills.....and, i got to do my first tattoo!! it's a heart right under becca's belt line. it has a thick red outline and is a bright pink color in the middle. it's not the best tattoo in the world but it's far from bad. all the lines were straight and no blowouts so that rules.....
pretty good show last night, too bad that venue (bulldog's) sucks the big one. i just don't feel the vibe there.
onto other things, it sucks seeing friends change for the worst. i just don't understand the thought process that goes into throwing everything you've ever stood for in the trash and replacing it with a life that can have not one positive thing come from it.....again. i guess this was the one that broke the camel's back for me. i've had it with people who shit on everything that i love. they come into this lifestyle all hyped up and never giving in, and true till death, and all the other cliche stuff, but at the snap of a finger, it's like "ehhh, who cares?" maybe the people who have stood by you this whole time. maybe the people that defended you when you gave up the first time. or maybe it's the people that looked past the b.s. that everyone else saw, and saw the smart person that lied beneath. this post isn't about straighedge the word, or the label, or whatever. it's about having some fucking integrity and not being the type of person that takes advantage of a lifestyle that they really don't have any heart for to begin with.........if anyone gets mad about this post then it's because i'm talking about you.
i'd rather be sincere about my feelings than tell you it's ok
party hardy-
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pretty good show last night, too bad that venue (bulldog's) sucks the big one. i just don't feel the vibe there.
onto other things, it sucks seeing friends change for the worst. i just don't understand the thought process that goes into throwing everything you've ever stood for in the trash and replacing it with a life that can have not one positive thing come from it.....again. i guess this was the one that broke the camel's back for me. i've had it with people who shit on everything that i love. they come into this lifestyle all hyped up and never giving in, and true till death, and all the other cliche stuff, but at the snap of a finger, it's like "ehhh, who cares?" maybe the people who have stood by you this whole time. maybe the people that defended you when you gave up the first time. or maybe it's the people that looked past the b.s. that everyone else saw, and saw the smart person that lied beneath. this post isn't about straighedge the word, or the label, or whatever. it's about having some fucking integrity and not being the type of person that takes advantage of a lifestyle that they really don't have any heart for to begin with.........if anyone gets mad about this post then it's because i'm talking about you.
i'd rather be sincere about my feelings than tell you it's ok
party hardy-
XGX
X633X