What I hate...
Long time, I know, I've been building the suspense.
I can't even remember where I left off. Taylor said yes to the Undercover show for Halloween, then forgot about me... wasn't too surprised, though. Makes no difference, I couldn't have made it to the show anyways, I had three essays the next day and just was tired from the haunted house on Devil's night. I took the first off because of the intensity of my stressity.
I had a new crush forming that week, but I kind of eased out on it. I don't think my heart was ready for it. Drama has been kind of hectic too. The show begins this Friday, so this week won't be sunshine and two scoops of rasins, all the better since I'm not too fond of either sunshine or raisins.
As for the band, I haven't been too cool about it lately, Adam didn't give me much of a chance and Brad is kind of hypocritical... it's not too important.. I just kind of don't want a band anymore, I want to play bass, maybe for jazz band, nothing more.
I kind of fell for Taylor again on Tuesday (or at least her eyes) they just make me feel so calm, so... loved without words. Hopefully it's not too late and I can ask her out or something of that nature
Monday was the PITT MUN and it was pretty fun, I didn't get any laws passed for Sudan's behalf, but I made an alliance with some cool people. Czech men, Lithuania girls, and Latvians, haha oh my.
now for the topic of this entry
Things I hate about people:
Basically people bitch about their lives all the time, and then they talk about the war in Iraq as an excuse from their selfishness, well, honestly the war means nothing to me... the casualties, nothing. People are also too fucking hypocritical and put themselves in social classes that they say are open to all beliefs, yet I continue to hear, "eww, no she's too fucking preppy, I hate her" and such bullshit. I hate the fact that no one has seen my existence this week. I hate that love is dead. I hate that life is so short and we cannot be immortal. I hate religion. I hate nationalism. There's too much to live for, why fight, why not just live on love. I hate that corporal punishment is dead. I hate attitude. and just to make it short... I hate politics. I know I can be associated with most of these, so I can at least admit I hate myself at times, but still. Life is kind of cool as I watch the letters forming in front of my eyes as I sit here half asleep half awake...
I went to a party tonight, I needed it in such a bad way, though. I no longer despise drinking, it may not do a body good, but it's a nice tonic to relieve the conscience.
I guess that's all I have to say
well... almost all
I want a ferret
night,
Josh
I can't even remember where I left off. Taylor said yes to the Undercover show for Halloween, then forgot about me... wasn't too surprised, though. Makes no difference, I couldn't have made it to the show anyways, I had three essays the next day and just was tired from the haunted house on Devil's night. I took the first off because of the intensity of my stressity.
I had a new crush forming that week, but I kind of eased out on it. I don't think my heart was ready for it. Drama has been kind of hectic too. The show begins this Friday, so this week won't be sunshine and two scoops of rasins, all the better since I'm not too fond of either sunshine or raisins.
As for the band, I haven't been too cool about it lately, Adam didn't give me much of a chance and Brad is kind of hypocritical... it's not too important.. I just kind of don't want a band anymore, I want to play bass, maybe for jazz band, nothing more.
I kind of fell for Taylor again on Tuesday (or at least her eyes) they just make me feel so calm, so... loved without words. Hopefully it's not too late and I can ask her out or something of that nature
Monday was the PITT MUN and it was pretty fun, I didn't get any laws passed for Sudan's behalf, but I made an alliance with some cool people. Czech men, Lithuania girls, and Latvians, haha oh my.
now for the topic of this entry
Things I hate about people:
Basically people bitch about their lives all the time, and then they talk about the war in Iraq as an excuse from their selfishness, well, honestly the war means nothing to me... the casualties, nothing. People are also too fucking hypocritical and put themselves in social classes that they say are open to all beliefs, yet I continue to hear, "eww, no she's too fucking preppy, I hate her" and such bullshit. I hate the fact that no one has seen my existence this week. I hate that love is dead. I hate that life is so short and we cannot be immortal. I hate religion. I hate nationalism. There's too much to live for, why fight, why not just live on love. I hate that corporal punishment is dead. I hate attitude. and just to make it short... I hate politics. I know I can be associated with most of these, so I can at least admit I hate myself at times, but still. Life is kind of cool as I watch the letters forming in front of my eyes as I sit here half asleep half awake...
I went to a party tonight, I needed it in such a bad way, though. I no longer despise drinking, it may not do a body good, but it's a nice tonic to relieve the conscience.
I guess that's all I have to say
well... almost all
I want a ferret
night,
Josh