true best friends
so i was absolutely humiliated today in chorus bc my "bffe*e" always has my back...NOT!! as long as she has the teachers attention she is fine. nothing else matters. but that sok bc imthe bad friend. as so i was told. she does nothing wrong and apparently im too honest. wow never knew that could happen. but whatever im so fed up with this. all she cares about is herself. she takes our friendship for granted. and i dont know how much more i can take. my life is bad enough i dont need it and i dont want it. i have gievn her more than enough chances to stop being the way she is. she was on her 3rd strike a long time ago. and i dont understand y i take this stuff. if she treats me this way she obviously doesnt care... right? well i guess so. bc people dont do that to the people they care about. not even if they r trying to impress someone and give it up neways bc he will never like u. thay need to be accepted also. but whatever maybe its time like he said before top cut and run. i guess we will see and find out. i cant wait maybe i wont be assed out and maybe find a friend who has my back and wont say stupid things to embarras me in front of everyone. but thats ok bc all ur secrets could come pouring out at any moment and i have PLENTY!! so bare yourself for what could come.