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yea so wow how so much can change in such a short time.
so i had this best friend who never told me nething and she well just never talked to me. we would tell everyone that we were best friends but when it comes down to it we didnt act like them. she would go to everyone else with her problems. she would never tell me what was wrong or y she was upset. it was like i never existed. i was just there when no one else was. there was a time that we were the best of friends we never fought or nething. she claims i have not been replaced or nething but y wouldnt she talk to me? y wont she act like my best friend? and then she complains that i spend too much time with my boyfriend and that she is no longer #1 to me he is. i was never #1 when it came to her. i felt that she took my friendship for granted. she knew i was always going to be there. i guess she thought it didnt matter what she did to me and i would never leave. quite frankly i hate how we treated eachother. it will never be how it was when we first were friends, that was too good to be true. she was almost too possesive of me. i couldnt do nething to please her. she got mad when i hung out with some poeple and it was ok for her to that but not for me. it didnt seem like it was fair. she hates so much about me so whats the point of me being my friend neways. im not mad over the note by the way its the fact that u could never tell me things yourself u always had someone else do it. i would say it right to ur face. i didnt hide nething i always told u the down right truth. but i guess u want friends that lie to u or dont care . ok well have fun they r easy to find. i loved u with all my heart u were my family, and now it seems that has disapeared. but im just not meant to have a family. but this time i dont feel it is all my fault. but whatev have a nice life. i tried to make amends a long time ago and u didnt want to talk then and well now it has like built up to frustration. its almost too late. i hate this but u needed to know. i was the only one trying to help this last year and well whatever. im done for now i cant do all this now. im sure u will tell everyone tomorrow. but yea so bye.
and for the record
I <3 DJ!!
so i had this best friend who never told me nething and she well just never talked to me. we would tell everyone that we were best friends but when it comes down to it we didnt act like them. she would go to everyone else with her problems. she would never tell me what was wrong or y she was upset. it was like i never existed. i was just there when no one else was. there was a time that we were the best of friends we never fought or nething. she claims i have not been replaced or nething but y wouldnt she talk to me? y wont she act like my best friend? and then she complains that i spend too much time with my boyfriend and that she is no longer #1 to me he is. i was never #1 when it came to her. i felt that she took my friendship for granted. she knew i was always going to be there. i guess she thought it didnt matter what she did to me and i would never leave. quite frankly i hate how we treated eachother. it will never be how it was when we first were friends, that was too good to be true. she was almost too possesive of me. i couldnt do nething to please her. she got mad when i hung out with some poeple and it was ok for her to that but not for me. it didnt seem like it was fair. she hates so much about me so whats the point of me being my friend neways. im not mad over the note by the way its the fact that u could never tell me things yourself u always had someone else do it. i would say it right to ur face. i didnt hide nething i always told u the down right truth. but i guess u want friends that lie to u or dont care . ok well have fun they r easy to find. i loved u with all my heart u were my family, and now it seems that has disapeared. but im just not meant to have a family. but this time i dont feel it is all my fault. but whatev have a nice life. i tried to make amends a long time ago and u didnt want to talk then and well now it has like built up to frustration. its almost too late. i hate this but u needed to know. i was the only one trying to help this last year and well whatever. im done for now i cant do all this now. im sure u will tell everyone tomorrow. but yea so bye.
and for the record
I <3 DJ!!