Soo...
So, I haven't been here in a while.. Lots of things have changed for me in this short period of time that I forgot about my lj. I've been working on my anger problem, and I think Im getting better. I can calm myself down and a lot of stuff just.. doesn't bother me. Maybe Im growing up.. or maybe Im finally learning what I should have learned a long, long time ago. Who knows?
School is out and has been out since.. june? Yeah, but summer is almost over and I do and I don't want to go back to school. I just wish it was my last hs year. I hate my school and I want to go to college. I want to be free and be able to take care of myself, although I dont think I can..
I guess me and him are doing a lot better lately then we were before. I was such a bitch and a horrible person before to him, but he still cares about me. I don't know if he love me a lot, but he tells me that he cares about me. He makes me smile and laugh, and Im put in a good mood by even just the thought of him. I want things to stay at least this good or better for as long as we can both take it. I may not go out with him, but I do love him (and always will).
School is out and has been out since.. june? Yeah, but summer is almost over and I do and I don't want to go back to school. I just wish it was my last hs year. I hate my school and I want to go to college. I want to be free and be able to take care of myself, although I dont think I can..
I guess me and him are doing a lot better lately then we were before. I was such a bitch and a horrible person before to him, but he still cares about me. I don't know if he love me a lot, but he tells me that he cares about me. He makes me smile and laugh, and Im put in a good mood by even just the thought of him. I want things to stay at least this good or better for as long as we can both take it. I may not go out with him, but I do love him (and always will).