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Nov 08, 2005 10:04

Yeah, I'm definatly in programming right now and Im definatly bored outta my mind right now. This is gay. I thought this was supposed to be programming class, but no.. it's sit-on-your-ass-and-do-nothing class. I can do this to a certian point, but after a while, it gets boring. This past like.. week, I've been really down about a lot of things. My parents are kicking me out of my house, for starters. They told me that as soon as I find some other place to live, they want me out. I don't know where to go, but I need to get out. My grades aren't terrible, but I've been absent a lot, so I need to stay in school a lot more and stop skipping.. but I might skip today just for the fact that I do not want to go to class and Im not in the mood to learn. Maybe tay will skip with me. I don't know, anyways. We have 10 minutes left in class.. there is nothing to do. Dustin keeps popping, and its odd. Im thirsty and I feel funny. Im in an off mood yesterday. I've really become apathetic to a lot of things lately. Someone told me that they loved me, and I didn't care. I was watching a movie that normally would scare the shit out of me, but I feel asleep. My mom and dad are yelling at me, but it doesn't hurt anymore. Whats happening to me? Who knows. Who cares. Don't call me emo, cuz I'm not. You can think that all you want, but you have no idea what is running trough my head and what goes on in my life. No one knows me.
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