I could save you, I can't save you anymore..
I think I've decided I want to have a relationship with someone, rather then just mess around with someone. It's been so long since I've had a boyfriend, and I think I might want to try it again. I haven't had a boyfriend in a long time, so I think it's time for a change of pace. I need someone who would care for me no matter what. There aren't too many people out there like that that I would give a chance because some people would make me feel weird and it would be too awkward. I don't like that feeling. Uncomfortable = not good relationship. I want someone that will be there for me as much as I am to them.. but I want them to give me my space and not get clingy. Clingy =icky/bad. Also, I'd like someone who likes the same stuff I do, otherwise, there is going to be a problem. No superficialness would be nice too. I expect we would fight, because those do come up in relationships, but I hope that they are about things other then the stupid he-said-she-said bs. I want a smart guy who doesn't care what people think about him, but at the same time knows how to not be a complete asshole (when he wants to be). I expect guys to act like guys so with the whole "blah blah blah, Im right and your wrong because I act like a 2 year old when I don't get my way,' and I think thats a little bit attractive. I guess that says that I like guys that can act cocky and be.. well.. guys. Im not saying that I'm any walk in the park, and I don't think too many guys could stand me (hence why I have bad relationship luck), but it would be nice to find someone who could put up with me, as I put up with him. I don't know many people that tolerate me in the first place, so this is going to be hard. I'm not looking for a fight/make-up kind of relationship either. Im looking for a "we go out, but I can call you my best friend and be totally honest, knowing that you will accept me either way" kind of relationship, which no guy wants to give.. well, no one that I would consider. People say that I'm too picky about who I like and who I would give a chance, but I don't mess around with matters of the heart. I am careful not to be burned anymore, because, for the amount of times I've been screwed over by a guy, I'm starting to scar. Opinions anyone?