gun fire on the front line
I think I'm going crazy....
today I woke up...just feeling one of those depressed days...
i sat on the couch to eat breakfast and just started to cry...why??? I DON'T KNOW!!!!
Then a minute later Jeff calls me...
I'm thinking oh thank you god...
no...made my day worse...
I talked to him for about 2 minutes...barely got to talk about anything before GUN FIRE started sounding in the background...and then it got louder and CLOSER and Jeff got quiet...
he wouldn't say anything for a bit...and I was freaking out...
finally I started screaming into the phone...JEFF I KNOW WHAT THAT IS IN THE BACK AND IF YOU DON'T START TALKING TO ME I'M GOING TO REALLY PANIC...
so then he finally says something...but it's just to say...
babe I gotta go..I'll call you tomorrow...I love you.
WHAT IS THAT.....
what am I supposed to do now....
how am I going to get to sleep....
what the hell am I gonna do?
I HATE THE MARINE CORPS....I HATE THIS...
I'm so fucking scared....
God please...I don't want to lose him....
today I woke up...just feeling one of those depressed days...
i sat on the couch to eat breakfast and just started to cry...why??? I DON'T KNOW!!!!
Then a minute later Jeff calls me...
I'm thinking oh thank you god...
no...made my day worse...
I talked to him for about 2 minutes...barely got to talk about anything before GUN FIRE started sounding in the background...and then it got louder and CLOSER and Jeff got quiet...
he wouldn't say anything for a bit...and I was freaking out...
finally I started screaming into the phone...JEFF I KNOW WHAT THAT IS IN THE BACK AND IF YOU DON'T START TALKING TO ME I'M GOING TO REALLY PANIC...
so then he finally says something...but it's just to say...
babe I gotta go..I'll call you tomorrow...I love you.
WHAT IS THAT.....
what am I supposed to do now....
how am I going to get to sleep....
what the hell am I gonna do?
I HATE THE MARINE CORPS....I HATE THIS...
I'm so fucking scared....
God please...I don't want to lose him....