Jun 03, 2004 00:30
well...things are looking up but at the same time...crashing down still.
well first....
I've registered for summer school....
I'm waking up every day of the week besides Sat and Sun at 6 AM and I get done at noon.
then....
tomorrow...
I have a doctors appt and they're gonna try to align my spine and that's gonna hurt.
after that they're gonna inject something into my spine in 4 places....
*sigh* I'm scared....I don't wanna do this anymore...
I get phone calls from Jeff every once in awhile...
and calls from his family...it's kinda comforting..
I miss him tremendously...
it's hard going through this alone...
on a better note...
I signed up for credit counseling with Consumer Credit...
and they have reduced my payments down to only 145 a month for 42 months instead of 285 dollars a month until the year 2028 or so.....that saves me on average with finance charges and late charges and blah blah blah...
anyway I'm saving a lot of money so hopefully I'll get my life back....well...night night for now...I'll update about my back appt tomorrow....