Mar 28, 2007 11:08
Why am I such a frikken failure in everything?
Why are my grades so dismal?
What is it like to have a 4.0?
Why can't I write anything anymore?
Why can't I be good at basketball?
Why don't I have any friends?
Why have I been miserable for the past four years?
Why are people so stupid?
Lately it seems like God is telling me my future is life as a professional drummer. Or something. Sometimes I wish I had the right to commit suicide.
I swear I'd give up everything I have in a heartbeat if I could just be happy for awhile.