MINIFILL: The Morning After [2/2] (homophobic reactions)interesting_ginDecember 28 2011, 22:58:51 UTC
“What?” Erik whispers.
“These fucking - this wanting, this whatever. This peversion. I'd do it for you. I'd help you.”
“You stay out of my head.”
“It would be easier, wouldn’t it?” Charles half-shouts. “You can’t just let this come between us because you’re too afraid to admit that you’ve got an illness.”
“Are you offering to fix me?” Erik hisses. “Because I’m not a dog. I don’t need neutering.”
“Erik, for heaven’s sake, I’m offering to help. I don’t want this any more than you do.”
“Do you not? Why? Do I scare you, Charles?”
Erik grins; goes to place one hand on Charles’ shoulder.
“Don’t touch me, you goddamned-” he yelps, snatches his arm away, steps back as far as he can.
There is a pause, and he can hear the wind in the trees, and it sounds like regret.
“Oh, I see,” says Erik, unsmiling and vindicated. “You don’t want to help me, you want to help yourself. Scared of what I trigger, are you?”
“You don’t trigger anything,” Charles lies.
“Well, forget it. You want this to be over? Fine.” He pulls his hands back, rubs his temples, closes his eyes and breathes out hard through his nose. He steps back himself. “It is. It already is, for god’s sake. Makes no difference to me. You deal with your own baggage. I don’t need fixing, because I am not a damn faggot. It makes no difference to me.”
He turns on his heel and heads up the steps away.
“Yeah,” says Charles, half to himself because there’s no-one to listen, cold and hurt and betrayed, “you’re really acting like it.”
Re: MINIFILL: The Morning After [2/2] (homophobic reactions)interesting_ginDecember 29 2011, 17:45:15 UTC
No problem! [I found it really cathartic actually... :)]I really hope somebody fills it properly and does it justice, because I can't wait to read it :)
Re: MINIFILL: The Morning After [2/2] (homophobic reactions)ascoolsuchasiDecember 29 2011, 18:03:43 UTC
Haha, don't worry about it. Minn does too. XD
and oh, fun fact, i have the horrible habit of, you know, not reading who the author of fics are and i just realised it was you and i say that in a very god way because i was reading stuff off your journal....yesterday i think and was flailing over all the awesome.
“These fucking - this wanting, this whatever. This peversion. I'd do it for you. I'd help you.”
“You stay out of my head.”
“It would be easier, wouldn’t it?” Charles half-shouts. “You can’t just let this come between us because you’re too afraid to admit that you’ve got an illness.”
“Are you offering to fix me?” Erik hisses. “Because I’m not a dog. I don’t need neutering.”
“Erik, for heaven’s sake, I’m offering to help. I don’t want this any more than you do.”
“Do you not? Why? Do I scare you, Charles?”
Erik grins; goes to place one hand on Charles’ shoulder.
“Don’t touch me, you goddamned-” he yelps, snatches his arm away, steps back as far as he can.
There is a pause, and he can hear the wind in the trees, and it sounds like regret.
“Oh, I see,” says Erik, unsmiling and vindicated. “You don’t want to help me, you want to help yourself. Scared of what I trigger, are you?”
“You don’t trigger anything,” Charles lies.
“Well, forget it. You want this to be over? Fine.” He pulls his hands back, rubs his temples, closes his eyes and breathes out hard through his nose. He steps back himself. “It is. It already is, for god’s sake. Makes no difference to me. You deal with your own baggage. I don’t need fixing, because I am not a damn faggot. It makes no difference to me.”
He turns on his heel and heads up the steps away.
“Yeah,” says Charles, half to himself because there’s no-one to listen, cold and hurt and betrayed, “you’re really acting like it.”
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This is so, so perfect and painful...oh, boys. :(
Thanks so much for filling this!
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Boys!
This was....Well I agree with OP, perfect and painful.
Also, if you ever archive this or what not, "scheisse" should be "scheiße" with the ß instead of two ss.
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and oh, fun fact, i have the horrible habit of, you know, not reading who the author of fics are and i just realised it was you and i say that in a very god way because i was reading stuff off your journal....yesterday i think and was flailing over all the awesome.
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