mrs.susan is vacuuming

Oct 10, 2005 11:44

hello
i've now been living with the Giordano family since september 2

i could not have asked for a better "surrogate" family
they are wonderful cooks, conversationalists, and jessi's
mom is like my moms twin except with a better sense of humor

maggie moved to austin a couple of days ago
she hasnt contacted anyone since
no comment

she got 2 fema checks, but daysha and i never got ours.
katy texas is really pretty and there is this fresh nature
trail that goes for miles
the song is right
the skys are not cloudy all day

while i mostly loathe the fat oil men i wait on
i must say i love the people i work with
and we are having a halloween/housewarming/birthday/heather's going away party
at the end of the month
complete with drugs and alcohol
to make sure i leave with great memories of houston

"maria full of grace" is a good movie,
but its sad and has the same effect as the movie "blow"
where you know drugs are evil and will ruin your life
but you do them anyway
cue the tragic ending

daysha and i watched "closer" yesterday
which i saw in theaters with katie
and which i love despite it being emotionally exhausting because
its so realistic
like how the females in the movie are
constantly like " are you hungry? do you want me to make you something to eat?"
the maternal thing
wanting to take care of the person you love
and when natalie portman and jude law break up for the first time
and he paces and pulls out his hair
i was like BEEN THERE DONE THAT
and when she cries about how she needs him
and does he still love her
and does he still think she's pretty
in that i hate myself for being so pathetic way
yeah
been there too

i have been having really demonic scary apolocalyptic dreams for some time now
i know my mother and my grandmother have them too
i dont know how to make them better
i think its a conscience thing
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