Jul 10, 2004 22:59
I really don't care about nothing at all, but I think the world of you ♥
hm.. why can't summer be much much longer??
schools back in session in a month and like a week
damn SUCKAA
im just anticipating the thought of seeing all my friends again
even though its kind of pathetic how we all drifted apart
and we all found new HOES to chill with.
thats right playaa.
but it isnt like they ever gave a damn about me
nobody cares at all
i seriously need NEW friends
people to get my mind off of them.. well mostly her.
i really need to learn not to trust people too much, i ALWAYS get fucked over
they'll choose one of their hoes over me anyday.
anybody would. im pathetic. hah.
how lame is it when she gets mad at me for hanging out with other people besides her...
and she feels "left out" when all i've ever do is TRY my best to include her in everything i do, and all my conversations even though my friends dont like her.
goddamn
but ofcourse she only talks because feeling "left out" is how it always is for me when im with her and other people
fuck that shit, i just shouldnt be good friends with her anymore
why bother, no one likes her.
i tried to understand her, but everything she does is out of attention..
she used only smoke infront of people. lame.
we ALL drifted apart:
me.. jes.. emilio.. rebecca.. chia..
well emilio and chia are still good friends
but jes and rebecca cant stand eachother
i dont even talk to my boy emilio anymore, how fucking sad.
we all found new hoes. better hoes.
jes replaced me with liz, and she is a hoe in real life. HAH, imagine that.
im hanging out with tembra more now. i love her. she pleasures me.
haha ♥ "you guys just missed it. me and chau just had lesbian sex on the pool table" whaaa???
omg.. bi talks haha too good!
we're renting a hotel room next week with the boys. it shall be fun. party.
rebecca is close friends with jen.. ashlee.. and sarah.. so we barely hangout or talk anymore.
sad.
p.s. // ms. christine gelinas. you little whore. we need to hangout more! and start a COMOTION! haha, dance party nigglet puhlease!!!? im gonna miss you so much when you move ♥ :(
alright enough of my crazy bitching.. ask me random questions, and i'll try my best to any them because im bored. anybody ♥
oh yeah, i really like them alot. 2 boys. 2 wonderful boys.